I loved you more then anyone,
Anyone before
To me you were a stranger, one I came to adore
Unlike any man that I'd ever been with.
You captivated and impressed me with all of your talented gifts
Full of talent and a side that's kind
I fell for you, I was happy you were mine
But in time I would learn that it was all a lie
I'd learn of the girls and your deceitful side.
I'd look back on the things that didn't seem right
Like the times you'd leave and come back the next night.
You would look me in the eyes and tell me I'm crazy!
You'd swear you were loyal and I was your baby.
I believed what you said "That it's all in my mind."
But I found the texts that I knew I'd find.
Now here I'am ,I'm actually numb
I cant cry and I'm feeling so dumb.
I thought you loved me, I thought you wouldn't cheat.
I thought I was enough, but other girls you'd go meet.
I want you so bad, but I know it won't stop
I could beg you to love me, To my knees I would drop ..
But your not the man that i wanted you to be
And now its over and you are set free...
So I will go.... I won't get in your way
And hopefully in time I will be ok.
I really did love you...... I still do.
But you'll never love me ..the way I love you......
