~lexi's pov~
after screaming at her of minutes and minutes it was clear to me, she dead. when that thought had finally came thru i was frozen, couldn't do anything. i could not move nor cry even tho my eyes were full of tears. the thought became to much, the only thing i heard was the ambulance people coming thru the door before i passed out.
~fezco's pov~
finally, after ages the people came thru the door. i heard a loud bang upstairs so i ran after loads of people that just ran upstairs to check what was happening, when i had a glance of what was going on my heart stopped for a minute. lexi was lying dead on the ground, i immediately busted thru the people and ran towards lexi, i felt my heart beating again after feeling she still had a hardbeat, luckily she only passed out. but when i turned around i saw y/n laying on the bed being tested and all that shit. ''FAST, get the bed!, she might still be alive!!'' the guy in a white shirt said. after only a few seconds i saw y/n already laying on the bed. ''do you want to come to the hospital with us?'' a young woman said to me while putting lexi on the bed. 'only if she can come too' is said while looking at lexi. ''sure'' she said while thinking for a minute. i putted lexi in my arms and when i stepped in the car she started moving again. very slowly but still, she was moving. when she opened her eyes i hugged her directly. ''dont do that please she is still in a state'' the woman said while putting her head on the bed. after what felt like a whole day we were finally there. a man lead us to the E.R. i sat down on the couch waiting till we hear the news that she will make it. i snapped out of my thoughts when i heard my phone going off. i walked to the hall and saw that it was ash. ''FEZ, WHERE TF ARE U'' i heard him yell thru the phone, 'calm down' i said while preparing myself for the news.
~ashtray's pov~
when i came home after searching the whole neighborhood of y/n i saw that there were empty, heavy, drugs bottles on the ground of my room. fez was nowhere to see so i started to call him in panic. 'FEZ, WHERE TF ARE U' i yelled at my phone. ''calm down'' he said like this situation was normal. 'what happened and where are u and y/n!' ''ash just come to the hospital'' he said while hanging up. 'for fucks sake' i said while i drove the car towards the hospital. when i heard that fez was on the E.R. level my heart stopped for a minute, hoping that it wasn't fez but lexi. dont get me wrong, she's a good girlfriend for fez and she's super nice. honestly i dont know why i care more about y/n than fez, it shouldn't be like that, fez is my everything but i couldn't help my feelings leaning towards her. i was woken up out of my thoughts by the ping of the elevator saying that i arrived at the E.R. when i stepped in the waiting room i saw lexi and fez sitting in a chair. my heart began beating so hard i almost passed out. when i had my senses back i ran towards fez. 'wheres y/n?!?' i almost yelled. ''why do you care so much ab her?, yall were always fighting'' 'WERE??' i yelled this time with a few people looking around. that one word had a meaning on its own. which means that in the worst case she might actually be dead. when my head had realised that, i had to keep myself from crying. ''calm down ash, i will only tell you it when you calm down'' fez said like she wasn't lying in the E.R.
after the clock ticked 3 a.m i woke up and realised i had fallen asleep in the bathroom, when i looked out the little window i saw that all the lights were out. after i opened the door slightly i checked if people were still here, and after that witch way the cameras where looking, ik it sounds dumb but im gonna find y/n. after i stepped out of the door i began searching, around a minute or 2 i found a board where all the names of the patients were on and witch room they were laying in. when i finally found her name i turned around to find the room she was laying in. when i came closer and closer my heart began beating faster and faster. when i stood In front the door i started to read a description, name: harry black, cause: shot [recovering] nope not her it's probably someone laying next to her. the next paper was her description:
- name: y/n lene howard
-birthday: 15 march 2006
- cause: overdose [coma]
wait WHAT, fuck, fuck, fuck... that was the only word going on in my head while i sunk down with my back leaning against the door. when my thoughts came back i was wondering how she could be overdosing because i know fez won't sell it to her and were the only ones around here. then i remembered that about 2 nights ago i left the key in the door to the drugs storage room. 'so this is all my fault?' i softly mumbled while i kept trying to put my tears back but in my head the only thing i heard was: its my fault, i let her die, its my fault, i let her die...... then i couldn't hold it anymore i bursted out in tears, they just kept coming and coming my mind was overflowing with the thought of her being dead and it being my fault, after crying about half an hour in front of the door i decided to go inside i twisted the lock but when i heard a few men yelling ''he's in here!'' i quickly ran into the room and hid behind her bed while trying to stop and concentrate. they came running towards our hall ''where tf is that motherfucking bitch black!'' yelled a guy running past our door. i could hear that they all had guns on them. i started crying softly because without thinking i grabbed her hand while those guys were searching for a man called black. 'oh fuck' i whispered softly, because that was the man laying on the bed next to her, i remembered it from the papers on the door. when that thought came thru i heard the lock twist.....
heyy guys a little cliffhanger for you! i hope you liked this chapter, it's only the beginning of something ;) till now this book hasn't had any big adventure so let's begin with that! i hope y'all have a great night/day see y'all laterrrr!
