My name is Alexis Sanders and this is my death diary. I'm making this diary because I'm gonna kill myself when I get to the Age of 18. Its not what you think. I'm not being stupid and its not a phase, I'm serious and I've been thinking about this since I was 4, since well, Lets just call it the incident. I'm now 17 turning 18 in a few months; I don't yet know how I want to kill myself but I think either drowning or hanging myself will be the nicest ways to go. Oh! Sorry, I haven't told you exactly why I want to kill myself before 18! You know how your parents always told you to enjoy being a kid while you can because when you become an Adult all the fun stuff ends and you have to take on a whole load of responsibility, and then you thought that being a kid sucks and its way more fun to be an adult when life gets easier and the questions you have will all be answered? Well, they don't. You just have more and more questions and no answers, you loose hair because you're so stressed, there's too much responsibility, you can't handle it all and no-ones there for you cos you're not a kid anymore so you can fend for yourself, and then theres what I like to call second puberty where your arms and waist suddenly becomes more flabby for no reason at all, your face droops, you're no longer young and cool, you have no social life cos you're too busy trying to work off that arm flab AND IT JUST GETS TOO FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!! So, I've decided that instead of becoming depressed and old I'm gonna take the easy way out and die when I'm young, fun and sharp, none of this second puberty stuff is gonna come my way!
MY BUCKET LIST
1) Pursue my dream when I was 6 and become a waitress (just for experience)
2) Eat a squid
3) Drive a boat
4) Have a summer fling (cheesy I know)
5) Try and get my mum to love me again
6) Go to the "bad" side of town
7) Meet a famous person
8) Go star gazing
9) Go apple picking
10) Watch the sun set
Those are my 10 ambitions Well I suppose its now 6 cos I've already met a famous person, eaten squid, gone apple picking and have watched the sun set. I decided to write everything down so its easier for the cops when i eventually do kill myself to know why and how.
YOU ARE READING
Death Diary
Teen FictionThe story of a girl who has decided to give up on life by the time she turns 18. She overcomes many fears and builds bridges to people she never knew cared, Life all seems so good but will she stick to life or will she take the plunge???
