Lost

Beginning

Scarlet P.O.V 

Words. I never knew how much they could affect me. I never had a problem feeling left out. I never realized that how I am living could be way worst, but I had to follow him. Why did I? Why did I had to love? And look at me now, I am a nobody. I am useless. Nothing even matters

I guess you need to know who I am. My name is Scarlet. I have dark brown hair, and blue eyes. My favorite flower is Black roses. Yes black roses, not because I am what you would call me "emo." It what i faded into. I use to be a happy red rose, until one sad day. I feel in love with a guy name Andy.

*Four months earlier*

Beep Beep Beep

"Ugh, i just fell asleep," I though.

Beep Beep Beep

"Five more minutes," I though again.

Beep Beep Beep

"Fine I am up," I said while I was turning off the alarm.

School. I not going to lie. I hate school. I rather be stabbed a million times before going to school. I am always picked on at school. Everyone hates me there. I get punch and kicked around. This use to not happen, I use to be happy. But after my mom left me, everyone saw me as a weak girl. I just wish I didn't feel back then. Maybe I wouldbt be a weak now. Maybe I wouldn't cry myself to sleep now.

I was wearing the usually to school. A band tea, skinny jeans, and my black and white vans. Today is Wednesday that means Black Veil Brides shirt, red and black skinny jeans, and the shoes.

I walked up to the mirror. "Maybe if you didn't dress so ugly, someone would notice you," I said to myself. I know if I tried so be ready more, I wouldn't dress bad, but i never have time. Thats because I don't sleep much.

I walked down stairs to go walk to school. My mom is making pancakes. "Sweetheart do you want some food before school?" My mom asked.

"I will stop at the Starbucks," I told my mom and without another word, I left. I was hungry, not going to lie, but my mind is a dark place it tells me to starve. Starve.