A New Start

Chapter 2

There's no way I like Carl. I mean he's only a year older than me so there's not that much of an age difference. Plus he doesn't like me. I know that for a fact. How could he?

"Hey Em. You okay? You're staring off into the distance like some kind of idiot." And there it is. The way I feel when he says my name. Stop it Em. You can't be thinking like this.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking about stuff." I say snapping out of the daze I was being held in.

"I know what she's thinking about." Mikey says with a smirk. I swear that kid isn't going to make it much longer if he keeps this up.

"And what would that be?" The one who's messing with my feelings says. Curious I'm guessing. I wonder what else he thinks about. Hopefully not me.

"Oh you know. How great her absolute best friend in the entire world is!" Yep. I'm going to start planning his death when I'm done with this game. Speaking of the game, I'm about halfway done. Told you I was good. No not good. Amazing. Yeah that's the right word. I can't remember how many times I've played the game. Too many I'd have to say.

"I think it's about time I head on home. Em you staying or leaving?" Carl asks me. I guess I'll leave so I can tell Maggie that I'm staying with Mikey again tonight.

"Yeah. I need to tell Maggie that I'm staying with Mikey again tonight. She gets freaked out if I don't tell her when I stay at his house."

"If I didn't know any better, I'd say that there's something going on between you two," Carl says smirking, looking at Mikey and I. At this point I would be leaving, but instead I'm on the floor laughing my head off. Mikey and I dating? If only Carl knew. Mikey finally decides to tell Carl. He gets up, walks to the closet, gets in, then comes out.

"Carl. I'm gay. Hence why I came out of the closet. I can't believe you couldn't have figured it out by now!"

I'm still laughing and Carl looks like a tomato. He's so embarrassed, it's cute. Stop Em. Stop thinking like that and laughing. You need to get home so you can go to Mikey's.

"Well that was hilarious. I think it's now time to go. See you in a few Mikey!" I say and walk out the door. Little, embarrassed Carl follows me because he also has to go home. Rick will most likely kill him if he didn't go put Judith down for bed. Not that he minds that. He loves Judith so much. I've seen it through the window. I swear I'm not a stalker! His house is next to mine, and he doesn't like the curtains. He's really good with her. The way he holds her is so cute. I wish he would hold me like that. Well there goes my fighting. I like Carl Grimes and I can't stop it.

A/N* so like I'm actually updating my stories. Crazy Ikr. Now if you don't mind I'm going to rant about Chandler.

He's just so perfect. His smile could light up an entire country. His eyes are something you can get lost in so easily. I wish so badly that he could be mine. I love him so much but I'm just a fan. He's never going to notice me. I've asked so many important questions on ask.fm and I've kind of given up on it. But he's still in my head and my heart. Idk where I'm going with this. All I know is that I want to be a reason he smiles. I want to tell him how much I love him. I would do anything just to be in the same room as him. He doesn't have to see me, I just want to be where he is.

Okay ranting done. Adios Brochachos.