The Runaway

Like ripping off a band aid

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Once I get back home I hand the tests to lola and she goes up stairs to my room to take them

The boys are still in the kitchen doing there own thing I'm just glad that Liam isn't over today that would be bad

I walk up stairs after lola and wait in my room once she's down we have to wait 3-5 minutes before the tests shows positive or negative

"What happens if I am" she looks at me shaking

"Then you have me Zac Liam and william to help you through it you know it's not as bad as it seems and it's all worth it in end" I say giving her a small smile just as the timing that I set on my home goes off

"God help me" she says walking into the bathroom with me following behind her

"I can't look" she says with her hands over her eyes

"The sooner the better, do it fast like ripping off a band aid" I say she just giggles

She slowly picks it up and turns it over her eyes go wide and all she manages to say is "FUCK" I just a laugh at her such a nice friend I am

"Congratulations your gonna be a mummy" I say giving her a big hug

"Hey don't stress over it you will be find and if you need help I'm here for you remember I've done it before all you need to do now is make an appointment with the doctor to see how far along you are oh and no more drinking alcohol for you" I say laughing

"That's gonna be the hardest part" she says joining in with my laughter

"How are you gonna tell liam"

"Just like you said nice and fast like ripping off a band aid" she says sighing

And soon she goes from throwing her head back laughing to sobbing in my arms the joy of being pregnant,

She falls asleep in my arms after snuggling up in my arms while u held her why she crys once I double checked she was asleep I sneak out of her room and join the boys that have made there way to the lounge

"What's up with lola" Zac asks looking at me as I walk in

"How did you know something was wrong with lola" I ask with a frown on my face

"Well I heard someone crying and your standing in front of me and Lola's not and u pretty much just said something was up with her" he says wearing his usual smirk

"Well I don't know if I should be telling you this so you can't say anything but Lola's pregnant and freaking out and she just fell asleep so I'm down here" I say

"Wow" is all he says looking at me with his eyes wide

"I couldn't handle anymore kids this one is enough" he says pointing to william who is sitting on Zac's knee

"You don't want more kids?" I ask sitting down beside him on the couch

William moves in Zac's arms and he hands him over to me and I hold him in my arms while still looking at Zac

"No I don't think so" he says looking at William, I can't believe that Zac doesn't want more kids I mean year I said William was enough but I love being a mother and I would love William to have some siblings

"Oh" I say not looking at Zac but looking down at William instead

"Why do you want more kids?" He asks

"Well I guess I would love for William to grow up with a brother or sister and you can't say that it was a lot of work because you weren't there when he was growing up" I say I know it was a low blow but it was the truth

"I wasn't there for him because I didn't even know about him rose so do t it the guilt on me" he says i just stand up and walk out of the room and walk up stairs and put William in his bed for his nap and walk back down to the lounge where Zac is still sitting in the couch

"I though you wouldn't want him I though your career was more important because I saw something in you and knew you could go far with your life and having a child would put that on hold and I didn't want that I wanted you to go out and live your life so at least one of us was out there having fun while we still could" I pretty much yell at him

He walks up to me and slams his lips on mine and well the great bit about fighting is indeed make up sex