"Why?" He breathes out. "Because even if we are not together, I still want to know that you are always healthy." I can feel the tears in the corner of my eyes
He knows me too much about me and it drives me crazy. I want to give in, but I remind myse...
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"Jake I'm tired. Can we go to bed finally!" I ask my boyfriend half asleep.
"Yes, we can." He picks me up and takes us to his room. "Babe, I think you put on some weight. How many times did you eat today?" He asks trying to take a look at my stomach.
I didn't eat anything since I knew he would say something like this. Thinking if I don't eat I would get lighter and he wouldn't comment about it. But boy, was I wrong?
"I-I didn't eat today Jake. I'm not even that heavy." I know I should look out to eat properly so I don't faint during my job, but he just won't let me eat what I really want.
"You know if you ate salad and went to the gym you would loose the fat that is on you, right?" He asks.
With every minute that passes it's harder to blink back the tears. I just nod my head not saying anything.
"You know I do this for your own good." He places a sloppy kiss on my lips and get under the covers.
Another night where I cry myself to sleep.
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It's now the next morning and I am driving to work. I spot the familiar building and get out of my car. In the bar Jessica is already behind the counter and is cleaning the cups for the night.
Now by her name you are probably thinking that she is a bitch.
She is.
But in all honest she is super sweet to those she want to be. "Hey girl. Are you ready for tonight?" She asks as soon she spots me.
"Yeah, I heard we will be packed. A little nervous but that's it."
"Good because when you're on stage you're hot as fuck." She says with a smirk. She tried to hit on me multiple times and every time we just laugh after her unsuccessful move.
"I heard Aresius is in a bad mood today. A really bad so be careful." Talking about the devil, the bar's door slam open and the asshole himself walks in.
My eyes meet his. His face is avoid of any kind of emotion.
He wasn't like this.
"Start to prepare. We are doing an early opening today!" He yells so everyone can hear him and the workers doesn't waste any time to do as he told.
Reec- I mean Aresius walks over to us. He doesn't acknowledge Jessica and turns to me. "We won't practice, just try and do our best. Don't screw it up." Oh how wonderful.
Note the sarcasm.
"Funny I wanted to say the same thing to you." I smile at him sweetly and walk away to take a shower before the show.
As the hot water hits me my muscles relaxes. I wash my hair, body and shave. After I am done I walk out to the dressing room with a towel wrapped around my body and one around my hair.
