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Dear diary,
    I met a girl on the internet that makes me happy and I met a guy that she hates.Let's just call the girl "Hina" and the boy "Ken".I make Hina and Ken become friends again and I succeed.The next day,Hina was busy on her study so Ken and I were waiting for a week.Someone taught that i am her Ex.Her name is"Shirai".Shirai told me,the reason why she broke up with me is because I kissed Cecile.Well,i never had a girlfriend in the first place and thats the truth.I was so confused so i just shrugged it off.When Hina came back,we talked about ramdom stuffs and its late in the evening so i have to sleep.I was telling her that i have to go but she keeps asking "you're leaving me?".I think she misunderstood me and she thinks i was leaving in her life.

    My mom caught me still awake so i rushed,telling Hina that i have to go and i explained that i'm going to offline.Then i pressed the home button while leaving Hina in #Leftzoned but there was no choice except to leave her.My mom captured the tablet and hid it from me.It's been so long that i never online.Well ~i guess~ sometimes my sister was using my account because i didn't log out it.I was trying to find the tablet but i always fail.I was slightly mad at my mom because of that but i keep telling myself that "Maybe she just forgot to gave it back to me.She's busy with her work so please just understand the situation."

    One day,my mom finally gave the tablet back to me.I checked out Hina but i found out that she unfriended me.I looked at our conversations and realized that she said she likes me and she said "you're leaving me".I was shocked.I don't know how to find Hina and Ken was like avoiding me or something.Someone talked to me.She's weird.She knows me but i don't know her.At first,i taught it was Hina but she said that she's not.

    Second,i asked if she is Shirai but she said she's not.~She said her real name is Saphire~.I'm not in the mood for guessing.I was in the badmood that time because of Hina was gone so my mistake,I was harsh on Saphire.Somebody talked to me.His name is "Jordan".He said that he is Shirai's cousin,and that Saphire and Shirai was one.Jordan requested to make Shirai happy because theres many people who fooled her.She wasn't even leaving in her room.~sometimes i think about Saphire and Jordan was one but i know it sounds crazy so whatever~.So,I talked to Saphire.I asked her if she's mad at me.She replied yes,slightly because i'm harsh on her.I said i'm sorry.She asked why am i asking so i said i don't want anyone get mad at me.She said i'm a liar.She saw Jordan's cellphone.

    She said she's going at Jordan's house and cut his tongue.~oh man,i put Jordan in trouble~.I talked to Saphire.I said if she's mad at me,don't implicate other Jordan was just concerned and I'm going away so this problem didn't get any bigger.She said go away but nothing changes it.I ended up badmood again.I was alone in the chatroom called "lounge".I talked to myself and let my thoughts all out~as i always do~.I felt like everyone hates me and i wish i didn't even existed.I left the room and entered the other one.I saw a girl~let's name her Eiko~alone at the lounge.I asked why is she alone and she said i am the one whos alone at the other room,she just passed by there.So,Eiko and I were talking and talking until i'm okay again but i know that doesn't end there.Everything was complicated now.I don't know what to do.I wish this won't get any worse.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 18, 2015 ⏰

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