The thought of empty brains

Short Stories/ Poetry

1. I feel like I'm in space,
Because the more I realize I have feelings for you the more everything seems new & diffrent .
Maybe I'm just looking through a cracked colide-a-scope. My feeling are the patterns and the scope is my eyes. I hate it when my two lonely words collide.
And the more I think about our society the more I realize
I'm not from Venus or Mars I was shipped from Pluto.
As another era slows by the more my collide-a-scope and stars collide.

2. A loveless girl
A glowing latern without a flame
A nightsky without the moon
All of these are mysteries
The most distasteful one of all is why you toy with me
My dear I'm not your porcelain doll with a glass heart
I'm just a person who doesn't know how to love
You taught me how to love again, but then you sucked me dry
And now all you do is watch me cry
Are you leaving me hear to die
If and when I die darling, I'll bring you to your knees
Because
My dear I'm not your porcelien doll with a glass heart
I'm just a person who doesn't know how to love
You showed me how to love again, but then you sucked me dry
Are you leaving me hear to die
That's OK this is just one of my many lives

3. I'm .... happy..... for you......
I mean why wouldn't someone ?
You have your shit together,
You know your beautiful,
And your always on the ground.
I understand why they despise me.
Why would anyone care?
I'm a mess,
I've broken all the mirrors,
And I'm always high.
I'm sure.......your praying for me.
But I've decided why should I care about what happens after this.
For after all my life has been dismissed.

4. He was the last one always.
They always thought his sexuality was sideways.
He didn't mind this.
Because he was always first when it came to jack.
Jack was the first always.
They already knew he wasn't straight.
He didn't care.
Because he was always the first and last thing on his bfs mind.

5. I never wanted to hurt you, so I was the one who always left heartbroken.
I didn't think I was good enough, so I always settled for the worst.
I always thought I deserved this pain, but now I'm fucking crazy.
My sanity is coming back slowly sense I met you, and your the only medicine I need.
You never wanted to hurt me, so I always ended up hurting you.
And for that I'm sorry.
But you taught me one thing
I will always need to be stronger,
I am better than good enough,
I never deserved to hurt, and
Most of all I am beautiful and sane.