Dangerous Decisions. ~ a Zayn Malik Fan Fiction

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I rolled over and slammed the alarm clock off,it was the first day of year 11 today. no more summer,just more GCSE's. brilliant. I pulled myself from my ever so comfy bed,and stared at myself in the mirror,I looked a total mess; my hair was sprawled across my face in messy second day curls,I had deep dark circles under my eyes which showed how tired I really was,and my makeup was smudged across my face. I took a hand and delicately touched my face to see if it was really me,it was. I sighed knowing I should have gone to bed last night,but I didn't,I couldn't. you see,I have a condition called 'Anxiety' it makes me nervous at the simplest things,like the first day of school..I guess I was so nervous I never got the chance to sleep. I realised I'd been standing there for a while so I ran into the bathroom,and turned on the shower. I stripped off looking at myself in the mirror once again,I wasn't what you'd call perfect I guess,but I've got to admit,I was skinny,I had a 'nice ass' as the pervs at school would say,and I guess I had ok boobs. I hopped into the shower and washed my long brown hair. I scrubbed my body and took a towel and ran into my room. I shut the door softly. I took my school t-shirt and jumper and wriggled them on,slipped my tight school trousers on. 'melis?' my mum said as she came into the room 'hi mum why are you up so early?' I asked 'I can't miss your first day of year 11!' she laughed 'mum,it's just another year,chilllll' 'I know I know,but 9 months from now and you'll be off to college! my little baby's growing up' she shuffled over to where I was standing and enveloped me into a comforting hug ' hey hey mum,it's okay,I'll always be your little baby. but for now,this little baby needs to get ready or ill miss the bus okay? love you' I blew a kiss to her as she walked out of my room. I sighed again. I sigh alot don't I? I can't help it,I guess it's just me..little old depressing melis.  

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I ran with my heavy school bag out the door,not even bothering to shut it. I was so late, I had 8 minutes to get to the bus stop,and that wasnt near enough time. as we lived in a countryside kind of place It was always fields everywhere,and the shortcut was bumpy to say the least. I checked my phone to see the time,and saw a message from 'Sam' 'hey,you coming to school? I can't wait to see you ;)' I laughed at his cheeky texts he sent me now and again,I locked my phone and mentally noted myself to reply to him. you see,Sam was this gorgeous tall guy,with beautiful blue eyes,he wasnt all muscles but he was gorgeous none the less. I don't know why I bother with him though,he treats girls ever so horribly. he acts like he treats them amazingly but really,he plays them around. I fell into his trap once and it did not end well..being only 15,he was my first teenage love,and my first heartbreak. I knew I should stay clear from him after that,but he was like a magnet,pulling me towards him. I looked up too see the bus piling on kids from my school,I lightly jogged and stepped onto the bus. I saw my friend Terry smile at me and motioned me to sit next to him. 'hey Tez!' he smiled 'hi melissss,urgh horrible day to go back to school on,right?' I rolled my eyes 'come on Tez,lighten up! there might even be new hot boys' I waggled my eyebrows 'lets just hope some of them are gay then..' terry sighed. 'hey there will be gay guys,AND I'll get rejected by them. how humiliating.' I laughed 'I know. Haha.' terry handed me his earphone and I gladly accepted. as you've probably noticed..Terry is gay,he only came out last year when we were 14. I respect it in everyway. I wouldn't change him for anything. the bus ride seemed to drag on,i quickly remembered I had to reply to sam,I pulled out my phone and texted him back; 'sure thing. aw can't wait to see you too! missed you. x' I pressed send feeling happy with myself. I heard a sudden wave of laughter coming from behind us and I saw her,urgh. she's my cousin and I really despised her. yes I know 'she's family' but she hates me back so it's okay. last year in the summer,we got along so well..she was basically my everything. not in a lesbian way,I felt so close to her in a way it was like we were the same person. unnnntil she stole my boyfriend and joined my high school. I'll never forgive her.  

~Flashback~ 

'Melis! I've found a goooooood song' she laughed,I turned around to the rhythm of the song and we both started dancing,looking like mad men. we broke out into a fit of giggles on the floor. my vision was blurred but tht didn't stop me. we'd been drinking a little,I know we're underage,but everyone does it here,it's like natural. 'hey Hazal! what abooooooout this' I struck a stupid pose,and she broke down into a pool of laughter 'YES! I'm lovin it!' she screamed. we both started laughing again. 'me and you,we're going to be soulmates forever,I know it. we'll get through everything together because we're cousins,right? I love you' I said. I could feel years swelling up in my eyes,as I knew me and her would be the closest of friends no matter what. 

~Flashback over~ 

I smiled as the memories would flash in my mind..I missed her so much. but she'd changed,I could never have the old Hazal back. I sighed. 'Melis?were here!' I snapped out if my trance and smiled at Terry 'let's goooo first day of school woo!' I said enthusiastically as terry and a few more people turned around and raised there eyebrows. 'what? may aswell be happy on the first day!' everyone groaned as I hopped off the bus,ready for a new day.  

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I slumped myself into tutor,having gotten through 2 lessons had brought me down,I hated school. I sat in my seat and smiled at Emily 'yo emily!' 'heeeeeey' 'how are you?' she stopped and stared at something 'I am now' I turned my head to see what she was staring at,I looked to see a god before me,he was wearing a leather jacket and black low jeans that perfectly hung on him. he had vans that were scuffed a little. he had big brown eyes,and a perfectly chiseled jaw. he was dark and tanned and leant across the doorway and knocked on the door. 'Miss,do you have my timetable?' he asked with this deep voice,so sexy. 'here it is,now hurry along to tutor,you don't want to miss it now do you?' he scoffed,took the peices of paper from her hand and looked up,his eyes immediately locked with mine as he smirked,he dropped his right eye into a wink and I blushed quickly looking away. I turned around to Emily to see her star struck 'who was THAT?' I asked 'that's Zayn Malik,he's in sixth form,he's the best looking guy ever!' emily excitedly blurted out. 'he is so gorgeous' I said 'but apparently,he's bad news,I've heard he gets into fights and does a load of drugs. I heard he sleeps with a diffrent girl every weekend. he sounds bad' Emily said,I frowned,'I'll guess we'll have to stay clear then'

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