Ride OR Die

Chapter 13: Hard on me

Your touch takes my tears

But I'm lying here wondering if you are sincere

I pray that what you give me is real

I hate that it's the way I feel

@Hard on me- Gorgon City

Sunday..

Antwan F.

I noticed her outside in the grass painting a book shelf white.

Her hair was in a messy bun on top of her hair and she wore black adidas sweet pants and a plain white crop top.

She was listening to Wednesday night interlude from her speaker.

Aaron took off running to her immediately as Adrian stayed by my side.

"Aaron!" She exclaimed smiling as she hugged him, kissing all over his cheeks.

She looked over a me and instantly looked at Adrian.

"Who's this pretty girl?" She asked

Adrian smiled as Dezi did the same.

"This is Adrian." I answered walking over

"Hi Adrian. I'm Dezi."

Adrian waved. Aaron grabbed Dezi's face kissing her nose.

"What's up baby?" She asked him

"Can we go play?" He asked

She nodded and he took off running to the playground, with Adrian running behind.

"I missed him." She said turning down her music

"I've been trying to get him over here for the longest. Just no time to." I answered

I walked over to her.

"What's up?" She asked going back to painting

"I gotta talk to you." She nodded standing up.

There was paint spots on her arms and on her face.

"You know you actually look pretty sexy with this paint on you. Something about it makes me wanna wife you.".

She chuckled and playfully rolled her eyes.

I slid my arms around her waist, she hesitantly laid her head on my chest.

I kissed the top of her head. She looked up and I kissed her lips.

"I cheated." I admitted pulling away

She nodded. "I know. I got a picture. It's wasn't Jazz this time though."

I looked at her shocked as hell. Usually, she'd be flipping out.

Her being this calm actually making me nervous. I was actually anticipating her trying to fight me, throwing shit, or having a complete meltdown.

"What's wrong?" I asked

"Sam talked to me. I showed him the picture and I was upset. But he told me you were avoiding me cause you felt guilty."

I sighed. "Yeah. I hate leaving you, but I couldn't lie about it. I just didn't want to mess this up. I really tried baby. That's why I'm telling you."

"Who was it?" She asked

"Nobody important. Now what happened on your little date with that nigga?"

She smiled and I instantly got pissed. Yeah, it's kinda hypocritical. I know. It's just that ion think, I could deal with her moving completely past me.