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This all started when two years ago, I had decided that getting abu5ed by my dad wasn't going to take over my life for any longer.

I have always struggled with my mental health especially need it comes to school, it just gets do overwhelming that I begin to panic. I haven't been to school for two years and tomorrow will be my first day joining my new school but the bad thing is I've only just been able to get my life style back into place so I haven't had any time at all to look around this school...

I woke early on Monday morning just so I could make a good inpression of myself to my new school. I woke up at 7am with beep beep beep. I managed to just drag myself out of bed and hope In my shower to wake myself up. After my shower I blow dried my hair then shoved my g0d dam awful uniform on (white shirt, grey jumper, blue, white and purple tie, back skirt and a purple blazer.) Now I could finally stop worrying about my hair and uniform all that I had left to worry about was my face. I shoved on some concealer, mascara and a little bit of lipgloss.

I wasn't hungry so I didn't have any breakfast once I'd brushed my teeth, I ran downstairs grabbed my gag shoved on my black air forces and rushed next door to hayleys, when I knocked missy.
Missy: Are you alright Alison?
Me: Yep I'm fine is Hayley ready yet?
Missy: No the moody cows still getting ready, go up if you want.
Me: thanks miss.

I managed to rush hayley out of the house 5 minutes later and Arron drove me, missy, hayley, razia and nas to school because all I knew was I really was scared for this day ahead of me.

I walked into the gates and most eyes were on me all I could hear was whispering about myself.
Who's she?
Is she new?
She's fit as bro!
Who'll be the first to get her into bed?
Why've I never seen her before?
Na man she's fit as fuck

It made me upset that all these scumbags thought of me as their toy so I decided it'd be best if I just stuck with Hayley until, I knew where my first class was. It wasn't soon before Miss Carter came over and asked if we could have a quick chat.

Miss Carter: So Alison I understand your knew and you don't know your way around the school so what I'll do is I'll talk to your form teacher Mr Bell and see if anyone has the same classes as you and they can show you around for this week!
I wasn't sure who Mr Bell was or why I agreed to this because it'll be as embarrassing as shit but I decided I would be a pain and just replied with a simple
Me: okay
Once we got to my form room with Mr Bell Mrs Carter introduced me to him and we went inside.
Mr Bell introduced me which was embarrassing as fuck tbh he looked at my time table and the only person who was in all my lessons was someone called Jordan I wasn't sure who he was so Mr Bell decided he'd let me and him have a stroll around the school for the half an hour of form that we had.
Jordan: so your new here then?
Me