We were heading home from the store and I was stumbling over my words and she hit me. She said she'd stop. She promised, and she lied. Then she yelled at me for crying and apparently its my fault for being rude. Im starting to self harm again. Two months for nothing why bother living. I had a fucking panic attack in gym. All I wanted was one happy night. Now I'm sitting in the bathroom with cuts on my thighs. I promised you jay and i am so sorry. I had to. Love you.
