it'll be alright! YUNGBLUD story

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when i could finally go home i put my bag on the floor to go to yhomi and hug her, she was exited to see me again and so was i to see her again. i got on my knees and she jumped onto me, i made sure she coudn't hit my nose or arm, yhomi looke a bit confused when she saw my arm and nose that was all taped up. i petted her and she crawled onto my lap wanting me to pet her even more, after 15 minutes my but got cold from the floor so i made yhomi get of my lap and sat on the couch, yhomi wanted to climb on it to sit on my lap again put i coudn't lift her up with 1 hand so my dad helped me a bit. ''she really missed you'' my dad said when he put yhomi on my lap again, ''i missed her a lot to'' i said and yhomi made herself comfortable. i scratched her head a bit as she fell asleep. ''why haven't you told me you and dean was it right? have been dating?'' my dad asked, ''uuhh we haven't for that long just for 4 days and i wasn't sure what you would think of it'' i explained, ''i woudn't tell you you can't date someone you like! but just be carefull okay? i don't want the same for you what happend between me and your mother'' he told me, my parents were divorced but i lived with my dad and so did my brothers because our mother said we were to much for her all alone so we only saw her on our birthdays. my birthday was in 2 months which hopefully ment i got to do everything normal again! i had eventually fallen asleep aswell with yhomi on my lap. when i woke up i smelled the amazing smell of pizza, i opend my eyes and saw yhomi was gone and saw a pizza on the table next to me, my dad saw i had woken up and told me the pizza was mine, i grabbed it from the table and ate it. when i had finished my dad gave me my medication again and i took them, they tasted even more gross because i had just ate pizza. my dad gave me the remote from the tv and i put on the serie i was watching '13 reasons why' dom sang a few songs for the serie. after watching 3 eppisodes i was done watching and went to my room to go lay in my bed, read wattpad and listen to music. i first texted my friends in the group that i was doing fine and i was happy to be home again, they asked me every 2 hours or so how i felt but it was almost always the same awnser. i then turned my music on and started reading, my dad came in after 1 hour telling me i had to take my medication AGAIN because i was still awake, so i took them and readed for a few more minutes and went to sleep. 

the next day i didn't had to go to school yet which i was happy about but i coudn't see dean or my other friends. i did see dom had texted me. 

dom: ello do you have to go to school already?

me: helloo! nope i don't 

dom: okay thats good, have you slept last night?

me: jup this time i have even though it was a bit hard to not lay on the side i always lay on, but its weird because the day it happend i fell asleep emediatly not even thinking about my arm but now i do

dom: maybe that is because then you were that tired you didn't even rememberd your collarbone

me: that could be a conclusion yeah

dom: is there anything you even do beside eat, drink, breath, walk, stand, go to the toilet, be on you phone to text with one hand, scroll trough your phone and talk? 

me: nope, that was pretty much it... im sorry if i send to slow its hard sith only one hand

dom: thats no a problem to me, its not even you fault!

me: kinda is... all of this is

dom: no its not! he shoudn't have bea you up and even stop you in the first place

me: yeah but i fought them and i also could've left but i didn't...

dom: don't blame yourself it was all his fault, you where alone and they where with 5 and you're a girl which isn't even fair in the first place