bayos mini stories

A smile

I walked through my classes feeling the happiest I've ever felt,
Putting on a smile for everyone and laughing to every joke made, no matter how shitty they where.
I haven't taken my medication in months and god I've never felt so ecstatic
My homework
I haven't done my homework in so long
I've broken this picture perfect image of myself
Im a free person
Im my own person now
Im just happy to be with my friends, I want them to feel happy too because I know something they don't
This is going to be my very last day with them
We all giggle around the lunch table smiling and laughing making fun of the boys
Oh how I will miss this
3 hours
2 hours
1 hour left
I run into my house and kiss my drunken passed out mother on the forehead
I run to my room and begin writing my suicide notes to all those I love I finished the letters, every i with a heart, each perfectly signed off with a smile. and just like my last letters my life too ends with a smile.