~~|•Y/n Pov•|~~
I open my eyes when my head start to hurt......
And I remember that we drink so much last night....it's still dark...and the time is 3:00 am in the morning.....we all got drunk last night so I told them to stay and sleep here in the building..we are lucky because there's a blanket....the boss told me there's a blanket......so we can use when there's an emergency....like this....
I close again my eyes but I can't really sleep so I stand and go outside.....I buy a lighter so I can smoke..
I remember what my evil father told me
Flash back
"Father why you al-always beating me I -i didn't do anything to you"I said scared while crying....
"Because your Filipino mom had a something do that I never forgotten and forgive"he yelled with so much anger..
"Bu-but why yo-you n-need t-to b-beat m-e I didn't any-anything t-to you"I said scared and crying holding my sister....
"Because when I saw your f*cking face I always remember that Filipino woman and I wish you and your f*cking sister never born!!!!!"he yelled at me...
Ca-can I as-ask"I said shivering...
What is it"he asked and start to light his smoke...
"By any chances did you considered me and my sister as your child?"I asked and wipe my tears
"No!!I didn't consider you and your sister as my child and I will not
beat you if your not mother is not that Filipino woman!!!and I never considered you or your sister as my child because your like your mother your just a sl"t and a wh"re and last a st"pid b"tch !!!"he yelled and get out in our sight he even slam the door
End of Flash back
And that time I only realize that me and my sister is not a pure japan.....we are half Filipino........and after he tell that...the last word he said before slamming the door is always remind me.......
"I wish you are not my or our mother..... because you are such a useless...you make yourself pregnant and after you birth to my sister you just leave us like a toy or trash......and even I died I will never consider you as my mother because you just leave us in that evil man"I cursed under my breath that wind is only the one who can heard
"Can you stop smoking...you can have a cancer in lungs if you didn't stop smoking"I heard and just someone pull the smoke and step it...
I turn in my side and saw felix glaring at me...
"Can you please stop this"he said with a mad tone....
"Why would I?"I asked and turn again where I'm looking
"Because it's bad for your health"he said and sit in the stairs.....
"Ya know....we are just same parents but mine is little different"he spoke to ruined the silent...I just stare at him confuse and sit beside him
"I heard what you said even it's so low..."he added
"What do you mean that we are had a same parents but got little different?"I asked
"My parents are pure filipinos but I born in Japan....I didn't even see their faces because when I've been born they left me in the trash...but I'm lucky my momma now find me...." He just make his face in he's knees..
"Then how do you know that you've been born here in Japan?"I asked and looked to the millions star
"My momma said while she walking back to her home she suddenly heard a baby crying coming from the trash..so she check and see me their..she didn't even think and just take me and treat like her own son....and she told me that I'm not her son when I was 10....she really had a pure heart..she adopt me and treat me good"he explained with a smile
"I see"I only respond
"How about you..what is your back story"he asked calmly...
Am I really going to tell him or not?I said in my thoughts thinking if I would tell him or not......
"Don't worry I'm not a man your thinking"he suddenly said so I let out a sigh...
"Your lucky because someone welcome you since you were a baby"I said in a cold tone....
What do you mean?"he asked and look at me confused...
"When I was 5 mom gave a birth in my little sister Jamaica l/n...but before she birth on my sister she already and father treat me like a sh"t and when my sister 4months my filipino mom left us without any goodbye and our japanese father beat me.....more than he beat me when my filipino mom...but we are lucky because when he left...the door is not lock so we escape while he's gone....
"Do you know where is your Filipino mom?"he asked I just shake my head and stand....
I left Felix outside and went to bed ... until I fell asleep unconscious...
~~|•Felix Pov•|~~
I would have asked y/n if she was sure that she will the first trial of the portal would be later ... but before I could speak ... She left and went back upstairs ..... I can feel her suffering from her father ...
I don't have choice but go back either...
When I came there I saw y/n sleeping peacefully...I smile so brightly how can she sleep while smiling....
I'll admit that I wanted something from her from the beginning..but I don't know how to tell her because I'm afraid she'll stay away from me when I tell her how I feel ... I just shake my head and go back to where I got up earlier and try to sleep again
~~|•To be continued•|~~
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FanficA scientist named y/n was so desperate creating anime portal
