Do you mean it when you told me "I Love You", but you'd choose anyone else over me in an instant? Do you mean it when you failed to take care of me, and I have to take responsibility?
Is it a genuine "I Love You", when i'm trying my best at anything, but you're not there to support me? The "I Love You" that's supposed to reassure me, but it doesn't?
Maybe one day, I'll truly understand "I Love You". I want it to feel like my heart is fluttering, and my spirits are high. That warm feeling in myself. But that "I Love You"; the one that you would always told me. That "I Love You" was never real.
