The past , my tomorrow.

Before my birth

Has the world been perfect?
How has it been before my life story became the stage the cloud and world view
Has it been perfect ?
Was there anyone like me ?
Is there anyone like me ?
What was life before my life ?
Questions only the Secrets of secrets can answer

The world existed with each passing exit of souls
Souls birth with each passing of souls
The world awaits of one soul , my soul
Hidden in  chamber of secrets
of how a being as mine came to be
The epochs of one birth stopped the picture perfect birds to be made perfect as one
Still , what is perfection without flaws?

What has been made can't be reversed but broken
What will exist can't exit until time says null
The bells rang as I churned and charmed my way in a ball filled with living water
Still breathing ... Still sleeping
I guess It was love that birth my soul
Love that do not know night nor day but sees all seasons of life

Nothing last forever until the the sunami within me  became unstabled in a ball...
I have always been on trial even before my birth
Setting my ordained creator a challenge between her dear life and my death...
Causing a pause of her dream and her choosing me above every girls dream ...
Yet what is love without trials
Certain as the sun, I opened the womb
As I should