Sixteen year old Arianna was a normal teenage girl, Or so people taught.She was that girl who helped everyone, give advice and help people whenever there down. Who smiled without a reason, who'll brighten up your day in an instant. But what people didn't know about her? That she was so sad, depressed and even suicidal. She never told anyone how she felt. They all thought that she was this happy girl, that she was so lucky not to ever be sad or stressed. Little did they knew, that she new exactly how it felt to be that way, she knew how it felt never to be good enough, to be called the meanest of words, to be hated, even unloved by the people who suppose to love you all the time no matter what. They say that the people who have been through the most gives the best advice, that the only bad thing about being to strong is that no one will care to ask if you're hurt. Because behind her beautiful smile, is the world of pain and sadness.
She had a lot of friends but not best friends, she knew she couldn't trust anyone. Even that girl friend she had that was kind of close, all she studied was herself actually, and how she couldn't get that boy that she liked for so long. She claims that she cares but deep down they both no that she just cares about herself. That girl, even called Arianna Two-faced. Upon having a fight, Arianna told her that they both know that she doesn't like her(Arianna) . And she said a good bit of mean things, so Arianna then realized is best what she thought or said didnt matter and she should just keep her mouth closed.
Arianna finally got tired of all the pain & depression, and she finally was going to end her own life, she new it was a sin and she hoped Jesus could forgive her, but this as about to end right now. She though about all the people she loved and her English teacher who she loved so much she wrote her a letter, telling her that she was one of the most beautifu woman she ever met.
When she got home that day, she took a half a bottle of pills and laid on her bed till it settled in. Watching as she was just about to leave this world of pain and suffering. Hoping that the people she love wouldn't bother, becuase she knew no one cared if she was dead or alive. And there she went so peacefully that beautiful girl who taught she was so unloved :) xoxoxo
