Warning: Mention of Suicide, Death, Suicide, Blood, Alcohol, Drugs, Rape, Language, Loss of Loved ones, Depression.
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-Death-
Looking out one last time at the moon I laughed "This must be some kind of sick joke" but I knew it wasn't the pain I felt was real.Looking back I should've know, I should've seen the signs I was Naive.
A fucking fool.
Levi and Petra have been fuckingfor months, even on the night he proposed to me, he went out and fuckedher.
Eren
My best friend knew and he helped him hide it from me.
I must be the the fool of the year I'm fucking Quasimodo.
The irony in all of it is astonishing.
Mikasa
Oh bless her heart;
She was like a big sister to me, she took me in when I had no one, she took me under her wing and showed me everything I know. I owe her my life. How sad it's going to be when I have to depart from this world and not see her again.
I can't thank her enough for telling me what was going on when Eren finally told her on a drunkin rant. She had her husband Jean drive to pick me up from my house and take me to there lovely home at 4 in the morning so she could spend the weekend with me and break the news.
How foolish was I when the world finally caved in and some light had seeped in to my oblivion.
I trusted Levi, I showed him my most insecure and intimate sides of myself, only for him to do this to me. I must have been a joke to him, he must have had a plan to make a fool of me when we said our I do's, that stupid bitch was going to be seating front row in the ceremony. How can someone be so two faced! Helping me pick out bridesmaid dresses and floral arrangements for the tables.How could she look at me and express her happiness about our soon to be marriage when she knew she'd have him balls deep in her later that night possibly.
