Je T'aime | Billie Eilish

six

'asthma'
requested by thestormycloud <3
this is nothing like they asked for because i'm incompetent but thanks for the idea LMAO

lilou roux

"my legs are killing me bro," billie whined holding her quads as we walked back into my house after i had made her go for a short jog with me. "you're acting like your dying," i rolled my eyes. "i am!" she defended falling into a heap on the couch.

"baby, you ran a mile." i dead panned grabbing some water. "don't baby me, that's the furthest i've run in my entire life!"

i laughed to myself and sat down beside her. "i honestly can't breathe, i think it's not so me just being un fit anymore," she said sitting up. "do you have asthma?" i asked, earning a nod from her.

"oh my god woman, what is it with you and not telling me about your medical conditions?!"

billie laughed lightly but her face quickly contorted. "ouch," she said holding her shirt in front of her chest and coughed. "do you have an inhaler?" i asked, now actually starting to get a bit concerned for the girl.

"i think i have one in my bag," she started to wheeze a little. "shit, i really can't breathe now,"

"you stay here, drink some of this and i'll go get your bag," i said to her handing her my glass of water. i went into my room and took the backpack with me back to the living room. i put it down on the couch, unzipping it and starting to rummage through it.

"mommy, i can't brea'fe,"

in amidst my digging around billie had started to panic, leading her to slip. i decided just to tip the bag out onto the cushion and pan through the items for the medication. "mommy!" she rasped, her bottom lip wobbling.

her crying was only going to make it worse, so i furiously searched until my fingers fumbled against the plastic and i pulled it out from a hoodie pocket. "okay, here it is," i sighed in relief and hopped up and went over to the panicked girl who was coughing and spluttering.

i wiped her wet cheeks, "it's okay, petit coeur. you gotta stop those tears and we can make it all better,"

i shook the puffer in my hands and made billie's shaky breaths more even, though they were shallow. "there you go, such a good girl. open up now," i cooed putting the inhaler to her lips and puffing it a few times.

she coughed some more after i pulled it away. i sat down beside her and rubbed her back. "getting any easier bunny?" i asked after a few minutes. she nodded and climbed onto my lap, straddling my thighs.

"do you wanna go take a shower? or a bath? the steam might help even more to open up your chest," i said playfully tapping above her sternum, "and, someone's a little bit stinky,"

"mommy! i not stinky!" she pushed me. "i know, i know, mommy's kidding," i laughed.

"so do you wanna?" i asked grabbing her hands from where she was shoving me back, placing little kisses on her fingers. "mhm, only if you come t'ough" she pouted, then coughing a bit again.

"how could anyone say no to your cute face?"

i helped billie down off my knees and she wandered off toward the bathroom. 

"did you decide if you wanted a bath or a shower, darling?" i asked walking in with the inhaler and two towels i grabbed on the way. she stood by the edge of the bath bouncing on her toes, giving me my answer.

i was about to ask her to undress while i filled up the tub and got it ready, but decided against it because she always asks me to do it. although it went through my mind to say it anyway, just to her hear ask me.

i turned on the faucet and stuck my hand into the water and waited a few seconds until it was a nice temperature before plugging up the hole. "luckily for you, miss billie. i went out and bought bubbles," i said reaching over to the shelf of excess hair products and body scrubs.

"i wanna do it, i wanna do it!" she said taking it from me. she flicked the lid and squirted a large amount in before i could even think. i quickly took it back from her, "woah, that was a lot baby,"

she smiled cheekily and looked to the bubbles forming in the water proudly. 

"alright silly goose, c'mere and mama will help you take your clothes off," i said waving her closer to me. she obeyed and took a step closer to me. i started with her top and ended with her socks. "you hop in sweetheart so you don't get cold. i'm coming in a second though, don't worry," i said crossing my arms across my waist and tugging my shirt over my head.

once i was undressed fully, i stepped over the edge into the hot water. i sat down behind billie, pulling her back into my chest so she was resting against me. she popped the soapy bubbles around her contently. 

"i like bubbles."

"really? i would've never guessed," i responded sarcastically with a light chuckle, but her small mindset didn't pick up on it. "mhm! i love bubbles mommy," she told me scooping some up and blowing it down to the other end of the bath.

her chest still sounded a bit rattily but it was easing up more as the medication continued to work. i decided to close my eyes for a little bit but billie turned onto her front and started to poke my cheeks.

i chose to ignore it, so she stopped but i then felt the bubbles touching my face and billie's muffled giggles. "what do you think you're doing goof?" i asked peaking down at her. she pointed to my face and giggled louder, "you has a beard mommy!"