"Joseph! I'm not doing this again!" She says with her voice raising, "If you want to leave, just fucking do it! No one's stopping you!"
Joe looks at her with a straight face- this sentence is one he has heard before.
"You know damn well I'm not going anywhere. We're finishing this fight now," his heavy British accent comes through in his deep voice.
"Fine! You wanna finish it?" She asks, "let's start from where you deliberately ignored my anxiety about that damn part-"
"The part that you said was fine for me to take!
"Because I wanted you to be successful and happy at the expense of the possibility of her coming on to you!" Tears fill her eyes.
"I didn't cheat on you! Bloody Hell!" He grumbles. Standing up from the couch.
"So what was it then huh? And accidental kiss?" She asks him taking a small step towards him.
"Taylor. I've told you this. She kissed me."
"YOU FUCKING KISSED HER BACK!" Taylor's voice cracks as tears roll down her flushed cheeks.
"Not on purpose." He mumbles.
"What the fuck does that even mean?!""I didn't realize what was happening. Baby, you should know me better than that."
"Oh so it's my fault now?" She rolls her eyes.
"No. That's not what I said."
"It's what you meant."
"No.""Cut the bullshit. What was I not giving you that she was?" She says in a hurt and hushed voice.
"T- she didn't give me anything. She kissed me. I pushed her away. We didn't talk again unless we were on set."
"But you kissed her." Her voice weakens.
"Tay. I didn't mean to okay?" He takes a step towards her, knowing that she's about to break down."But you kissed her."
"I'm sorry. Taylor. I'm so fucking sorry." He wraps his arms around her neck and puts his chin on her head.
"My heart is only yours. These lips are only for you. My eyes only stare at you. My hands only want to touch you. I love you. You. Not any other female on this big planet. Just you." He says and kisses her hair gently."I need to take a walk. Just to think. Or maybe to not think. I haven't decided yet. But I'm gonna go." She says and releases from his strong arms. She looks into his eyes as he looks hurt. His eyes start to tear.
"No. No. No. Don't cry. Hey. We're okay." She says pulling him back into her arms.
"Please don't go." He says into her chest.She wants to stay and hold him. But she knows he needs a minute to think about what he did and how it hurt her. She knows that she needs a minute away. Just to breathe for a bit.
"Joe," she says, "We both know I need to leave for a bit. Okay? But, I love you. More than anything in this whole entire world. We are gonna be just fine."
He just nods and let's go of her. She looks up at him."I love you." She gives him a small kiss on the lips.
"I love you too." He says and he sits on the couch and places his head in his hands.She walks upstairs and puts her tennis shoes on and texts her security detail. Then she walks back to the couch and kisses his head before she leaves.
"Bye baby," she says, "I'll be back soon."
He doesn't respond. Just gives a thumbs up.
Taylor gives a soft chuckle. She knows they're gonna be okay.-
She gets to the hiking location where for the most part, at 10AM on a school day, is usually old people who have no idea who she is. So she starts on her walk.
Taylor starts on the harder trail knowing most everyone does the easy trail and she really just wants to be alone. She walks for about an hour. The fight replayed in her mind.
Joe had just came home from the movie shoot and looked like shit. She was really worried. When she offered him dinner, he said no. When she asked if he wanted to watch a movie, he said no. But what was her breaking point was when she basically stripped in front of him while he was laying on the bed, he didn't even look at her. She asked him what was wrong and he started hysterically sobbing. She held him. Until he told her what he did.
They fought all afternoon. She thought they were done. She thought everything they had built together and their long, planned future together all came crumbling down. She thought their wedding, their kids, their life together was over.
But she honestly just got tired of fighting when she saw the pain in his eyes.
She's knocked out of her thoughts when she hears a rustling coming from the trees around her. She's hoping it's a small animal. She loves them. Or a deer. So she looks deep where she heard the noise. Then she hears voices. Quickly she assigns the voice as a child's voice.
She looks into the woods and she sees a brown head of hair pop up.
"No Elenna! We can't!" The boy says.
"Why not? I'm hungry!" A girls voice states.Hungry? Kids in the woods. Taylor assumes they must be lost.
"Hello?" She calls.
She hears silence. She steps into the woods where she sees the two children clearly,
"Hey?" Taylor says again.
The two kids turn with a panic look on their dirty faces. They both take a few steps back.
"Hey. Hey," taylor tries to sound as calm as she can, "I'm not gonna hurt you. It's cold out, can I give you my scarf?"
The little girl shivers as she nods her little dark blonde haired head.
"Okay, I'm gonna take it off. Okay? And bring it to you." She says. She unwraps the scarf and takes slow steps to the kids. She hands it to the little girl.
"Thank you." The little girl murmurs then takes a step back behind the much taller boy. Taylor squats down so she can be at the children's level.
"My name is Taylor. What's your name?"
The boy speaks, "my name is Felix and this is my little sister Elenna."
"You two look cold, do you want a hug to get you warm?" Taylor asks, worried about their little bodies.
They both nod and crash into Taylors open arms. Where she cant help but notice the not pleasant smell of their clothes.
"Do you have a mommy or a daddy?" She asks them while analyzing their clothes.
"Yeah, but they dropped us off at the orphanage when we were babies." Elenna states quietly.
"Oh." Taylor says, "here, do you two wanna ride in my car to get you back to the orphanage?"
"NO!" The both say with pure panic on their little faces. Felix steps back from Taylors warm embrace.
"Please no!" Elenna starts to cry and gifs her face into Taylors chest."Okay! Okay, okay." She says while rubbing the girls back.
Taylor can't with just leave them there. Joe is going to fucking kill me. She thinks to herself."How about you two come home with me? It's very nice and I promise that no one will hurt you." Taylor says softly.
Elenna looks at Felix with a smile.
"If it's not too much trouble." Felix says hesitantly.
"No, of course not.Come on let's go this way."
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Forevermore- A Jaylor Fanfic
FanfictionTaylor Swift and Joe Alwyn have been dating for 5 years. As a universally known pop star, Taylor doesn't get out much. But on a hike in the woods to blow off steam from her and Joe's most recent fight, she comes across a pair of siblings who seem to...