Jeon Jungkook. In other words, likely the most insane man in the world, forced heaven, a normal girl to marry him in the name of being 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑐𝑘.
He's determined to keep her forever, even if it meant hurting her in the most Brutal ways.
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I don't know if everyone feels like this, like wanting to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist, or just not be aware that you do exist, something like that.
I've been feeling that way for too long now. The time keeps moving, too fast and makes me terrified. But the life growing inside me always reminds me that I can't give up, at least not now.
My baby bump was clearly visible by now. I was already in my eighth month and the nervousness inside me just grew with time.
It's not like anything bad has happened to me in these past months, things have been better, so better that I almost can't believe it.
Jungkook has been acting so unbelievably good lately, he takes me out too often now and doesn't leave me alone for a long time. He instructed every single helper to take care of me and to not let me do any kind of work.
And most importantly his behaviour, he doesn't get mad like he used to. Now even when I argue, he doesn't argue back or say anything at all.
I wonder if it's all just an act or he's genuinely changing?
I kind of refuse to believe that someone like him can ever change, it's nearly impossible. Maybe I'm right, it's just an act to keep me here as long as he wants.
I look at the clear sky ahead of me and sigh, even these beautiful things don't make me anymore, I wanted to feel alive again, I wanted to live again.
"are you ready ?"
I turned back to find jungkook smiling at me and for some reason it made me feel annoyed.
"Yeah" I replied, today he wanted to take me out on a date, I could tell he tries his best to make me happy but how can I be happy with someone who's the reason of my sufferings?
I wouldn't be going through any of this if he wasn't here, and mostly importantly I wouldn't have lost someone I truly loved.
Right now, at this moment, I was just simply existing, not living.
"Wait" he said as he bent down to tie my shoelaces properly and I mentally faceplamed myself.
"You should be more careful, we can't take any risks" he said, concerned.
He takes my hand gently in his and began to walk out to the car, when he made he sure that I sat comfortably, he went to his side and started to drive.
It was about thirty minutes until we reached our destination and I looked out in awe, he knew I loved places like these.
Jungkook comes to my side and helps me out, as we began walking by the shore, I feel the cool breeze passing through my hair and making me feel refreshed.
When sitting on the beach an orange hue stretched across the sky and met the dark ocean along the horizon. The sky along with the orange hue had blends of reds and yellows melting into each other to create an astonishing skyline.
Seagulls were soaring through the air and swooping down to land atop a sand dune. The clouds were a dark silhouette with bright gold beams of light radiating through.
The waves had made a soothing crashing noise as if they were trying to soothe a soul. The gentle rhythmic motion of the waves satisfied the eye. When the tide edged closer to the shoreline the sun looked as if it was disappearing into the ocean.
Soon the sun disappeared and the darkness took over. We picked ourselves up. There was a restaurant not too far away from the beach and jungkook had already booked the whole rooftop so we could still see the beach while eating.
When I was done, I felt a sudden urge to use the restroom "I'm going to the restroom" I said and got up.
"it's down the floor, do you want me to help you?" he asks "no" i reply emotionlessly and left.
I waited for the lift but it was taking too long so I decided to take the stairs instead and walked down carefully.
Suddenly my vision started to become blurry, I grabbed the railing for support and closed my eyes, trying to clear my vision but the blurriness only grew when I opened my eyes.
I saw someone walking towards me, but I didn't know who he was. I could only recognise his familiar silhouette. For a moment i thought it was jungkook so I spoke,
"Jungkook? Is that you? I feel dizzy, help me"
The person stopped just a few inches away from me, by now I lost complete control of my body but I was relieved that someone was there to help me out.
I reached out for his hand and he grabbed me instantly but something felt wrong.
I gasped and horror ran through my body when I realised what was happening, I felt myself being thrown off the stairs in just a matter of seconds, that person didn't helped me.
but instead pushed me down the stairs.
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Sorryyyyy for the long wait, i hope y'all are still reading 🙃
