In a world filled to the brim with waters of the dark, she drowns. Her feelings she wishes were nullified. instead she's to cry. As she faces others with a smile, the pain in her chest only grows more intense.
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"Beep! Beep! Beep!"
Ana jumps from under her covers as she goes to shut off her alarm. Her eyes weighed down on her face, sore and red with irritation from all the tears she cried so endlessly the night before.
She goans and complains as she makes her way to the bathroom to splash herself in water. "Another sleepless night- are you ever gonna pull yourself together anytime soon". Ana says dreading herself in the mirror.
As Ana continues with her morning routine, getting ready to head off to school, her phone lets off another ringing sound. She rushes over, toothpaste around the rim of her lips. She rolls back against her bed as she struggles fitting her legs through the jeans. "H-hello! This is Ana- speaking!!" She announces into the device as she continues to rush, tossing herself around on the bed. "Hey it's me Tina! I was just wondering if you ever got around to writing your part of the research paper for history cla-"
"Crap! I'm so sorry- I kinda forgot again.." Ana could hear the sound of a sigh release from the other side of the line. She sat in silence waiting for the response of her friend, though already imagining yet another lecture she looks down in worry as Ana began biting the nail of her thumb. "Its- ok Ana we'll just work on it together during lunch in the library. Alright?" Before Ana could agree she hits her toe against the corner frame of her doorway. "Agh! I mean- yes! Yes that'd be alot of help thanks. K gtg Tina BYEEE!!!" Ending the call immediately in a hurry as she dashes her way to the door to catch the bus.
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You keep forgetting things like the idiot you are-
HEY! stop that, I just had other things on my mind...
Oh please!!! All you've ever done is just sit in your room and cry.
That's not true! My sports practice take a lot of my time after school too- and then I had that rehearsal after for the upcoming competition for the dance team and-
"RRRRRRRRRing!"
The school bell chimes announcing the time of lunch. "Agh- who am I kidding all I do is just keep myself busy now I got lost in thought again"
Ana says mumbling to herself as she storms her way up the stairs to head off into the Library as discussed on the phone with her friend the morning of."There see! Now that wasn't so hard was it?" Tina asks looking at Ana with a proud grin. Ana glares intensely at her friend. "Oh yea sure~ but maybe it would've been easier if you didn't STARVE ME!!! All just to go over and edit the whole damn thing" Tina rolls her eyes letting out a chuckle. "Whatever weirdo. It's not like you're dead or anything"
"I may as well be-" Ana grumbled
"Ok ok. Well I'm gonna head out now before the bell rings catch ya later" Tina smiles waving away as she disappears into the halls. In a matter of moments the bell rings, lunch was over and off to biology Ana was to go. She got herself on her feet as she hung her head low making her way to the class.
Standing by the doorway was the teacher, greeting everyone with a friendly hello as they headed for their seats. As Ana walked through the doorway, she could feel her nerves spike. In the middle row, closest to the window in the left side of the room was Cameron. Otherwise known as the worst being in existence.
Her seat was placed right in front of his. She could feel herself wither as she slowly took her place in her chair. Ana couldn't bare to look in his direction, though it didn't always use to be like this. Actually he and Ana use to be best friends for over 2 years. And they might still be, had it not been for that day-. The day Ana found out the truth of his actions and the lies of his expressed love that was supposedly one of a good friend.
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Soulless Eyes
Teen FictionAnacaona (Ah-na-ca-oh-na *native name for golden flower*) is a girl setting to find herself, which lay lost in her mind and the void in her heart which she wished she could've confined ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ This content has some abusive and/or possibly sexu...