My Comfort Ships | Haikyuu One Shots

My Idol V| SakuAtsu

"Wh..What's gotten into you, Atsumu-kun?!?! Do you know what you are doi-"

"YOU!!! WHAT ABOUT YOU?!? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING?!?! WHY... WHY.. DO YOU LIE TO ME!!!! I .. I ALWAYS ASK... YOU ALWAYS DENY... I JUST WANTED THE TRUTH.. AND YOU ALWAYS DEPRIVED ME OF IT... ALL I WANT IS TO HEAR YOU AGAIN.. SEE YOU AGAIN .. WHY DIDN'T  YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH, HUH, SAKUSA KIYOOMI!?!"

Surprised, Yoomi scoot away a little and stared at Atsumu who is now standing from the bed.

"Atsu.. I... I'm sorry... I.."

"I don't need that!!!!" Atsumu screamed storming out of the room and rushing out of the apartment.

Atsumu started absenting from all of his classes making Sugawara and Osamu worried a lot.

Osamu tried talking to his brother, but Atsumu locked himself to his room... The blonde didn't eat all day. The more the younger twin tried to speak with Atsumu, the more the older twin resists making it harder for everyone around him to communicate with him

The blonde ignored everyone... even his parents who tried calling him, but rejected the call everytime.

Yoomi-sensei.. or let's just say Kiyoomi started worrying about Atsumu, but he couldn't bring himself to admit it. He kept wondering how the blonde knows the truth he had been hiding for more than 8 years... and when he apologize, it's more likely he admitted the truth to the young boy.

He asked Sugawara about how Atsumu is... but all that he learned is that Atsumu is isolating himself from everyone.

"Did he tell you anything?" Kiyoomi inquired curiously whether the blonde exposed his secrets to the closest person to him aside from his twin....

"Hmm. No.. Actually, he stopped talking to me for quite sometime now, Sir."

Osamu approached Kiyoomi after sometime telling him that Atsumu started to act strange the day he went back to the campus when he returned to get his phone, and goes back home with tears and anger. The younger twin looked at the teacher suspiciously and asked if they met that day.

Kiyoomi just nodded, but was relieved that the blonde still kept his identity. He just felt so bad about how Atsumu found out...

 

Atsumu took the midterm exams and semi-final exams without exchanging words with anyone... He entered the classroom, then went out after passing the papers.

The blonde still addressed Yoomi as Sir... but they never had the conversation the raven head wanted.

Surprisingly, Atsumu passed all his exams.. During the final exams, Yoomi announced something to the class shocking the students especially the blonde.

"This would be my last semester teaching in this university... Please, submit your outputs until 5pm today so I could release your grades once I computed them... Okay.. You may now take the exam..."

Atsumu gulped the dissatisfaction and ill feeling he had towards his teacher.

He.. He's running away again... Coward.. Atsumu thought...

"Let's go... Atsumu." Sugawara said

"I.. Just go on ahead.. I just have to discuss something with sensei..."

Suga left worriedly, hesitant to be more precised.

"At..Atsu.. Aahh Good.. We need to talk-"

"You're running away again,ha! Ye'r totally a coward! I don't know who you're afraid of... running away from Jet Black... running away being who you are.. What is wrong with you?!? I.. I hate you.. for lying... I hate you for being my teacher.. I hate that I trusted you.. I hate you so much..." Atsumu stuttered confronting Kiyoomi speechless and dumbfounded.

Atsumu left running.

Kiyoomi stood from his chair and started running towards the door, following the blonde.

Atsumu just couldn't build up his mind to where he is really heading.

He's just feeling overwhelmed and frustrated about everything that is happening.

The cold rain started pouring
"Just my luck" Atsumu mumbled to himself.

A warm touch brings him back out of his trance. He looked back and saw his teacher panting heavily, holding his wrist tightly.

Kiyoomi caught up with the blonde...

"A..Atsu.. Please... Hear me..out.. Let me.. explain... I.. I'm begging you!" Kiyoomi said crying, but no one could actually tell... because of the rain dripping down his delicate face.

Atsumu just stared then looked away. Kiyoomi pulled the student for a hug... in which the latter started bursting crying into Kiyoomi's shoulder.

"There are.. There.. are so many whys... I need answer with...Sir... Wh.. Why... Why? I even told you... my feelings.. my admiration. I put my guard down... because I trusted you..."  Atsumu stuttered burying himself to the professor more.

Kiyoomi tightly holds Atsumu in his arms... Caressing the other's back softly...

"Is it... cowardly of me... to run away... because of you?" Kiyoomi asked gulping the uncertainty he had inside his chest

Atsumu lifted his face, pushed his teacher a little, pain elicited on his face..

"Wh..What.. because of.. me? Did I.. Did I trouble you that much, Kiyoomi-san?! Did recognizing ya jeopardize your life?! Me knowing the truth hurts ya? Wha.. What..- " Atsumu asked questions almost endless.

"The otherwise actually... Will you please come with me, Atsumu? Please." Kiyoomi asked pleadingly still holding Atsumu's hands.

"I'm not supposed to go anywhere with ya! I... I hate.. I hate... y-" he was completely cut off when he felt a soft warm lips into his.

It was just mere 15 seconds but his entire life seems to flash before his eyes. He couldn't explain the feeling he got but... he responded to it, closing his eyes, feeling the tenderness of the touch.

Kiyoomi broke the kiss and stared at Atsumu's orbs.

"I'm so confused with everything right now..." the blonde whispered

The raven head felt like melting just by staring at those eyes... it's always beautiful and mesmerizing... Atsumu has always been beautiful in his eyes....

"..K..Kiyoomi-san... I.. fucking hate you... You.. liar.. you... JUST BECAUSE I TOLD YA I LIKE KIYOOMI-SAN.. AND FUCK IT'S YOU!!!... IT DOESN'T MEAN YA COULD JUST PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS LIKE TH-."

"I..  I love you... I'm sorry... I.. I'm not supposed to... fall ... I just did... and I.. Atsumu, please... believe me.. It's not my intention to lie to you .... I.. I'm actually planning to tell you... after the final exams... it's just that... things happened... things get out of hand... and I... I'm sorry!"

Atsumu lowered his head...
"Te..Tell me... Tell me the truth right here, right now!!!!..." Atsumu blurted glaring at his idol.

~To be Continued~