I do this thing where I like every guy that is nice to me. If every guy I know hates me and there is that one that doesn't I suddenly fall in love with him. Well the guy I like, AL, has been being such I jerk lately I don't know if I even like him anymore. I hate him, yet I can't stop thinking or talking bout him. Then, NP is another guy I have recently begun to have feelings for. So it has been hard for me to hear him and AN like each other. He sends these signals like he likes me to, and never talks to AN yet he likes her. DM just means a lot to me. Everything, he means everything, but he hates me. and last but not least is JW. He is such a man whore yet I still want to be around him all the time. And after all this, I still love AL and the feelings don't seem to fade. UGH!!!!!
