// ¬ ashtray - euphoria ¬ //

Introduction..

You had a very bad life as a child which kind of made you become an easy target for bullies in your old school. After getting bullied tremendously to the point where you started to hurt yourself at the age of 11 you decided on moving well you didn't, your parents did. You had to leave your whole family behind because of annoying girls. you got sent to rehab after your mother found out you where still doing it at 14 after your dad passed away of an overdose, that brings us to our current point as little did you know you were going to find someone that would change your life forever.

Y/n's pov: ( italic and bold is rue speaking your normal writing :))

"hey sleep head wake up" you hear a raged voice say from behind you. "rue is that you" you politely ask as they reply with a sudden "yes" you jump out of your bed in excitement rue has been a friend of yours ever since you moved here ages ago you were happy to see her. "but why is she in rehab?" you question in your mind. "she found out I did drugs" there my answer was, if your being really honest you didn't like rue doing drugs it hurts her to the point she could overdose any minute. You didn't like thinking like that but now you know how Lexi feels she doesn't deserve they way she's being treated by rue. you hate when rue puts Lexi down. you were suddenly snapped out of your thoughts by a sudden question leaving rue's mouth " want to go get breakfast quickly and then come back and watch a movie" you nodded in agreement if your being honest with yourself you didn't want to eat today you didn't feel like it but you still ate you don't want to put worry on rue if you weren't eating.

time skip: 6 months later

"hey rue-rue" you say in a sleepy voice she doesn't reply but nods in excitement, today was the day you and rue were able to go home. rue only had 6 months but you had 8 months since you had many other problems like your ed. You want to change your habits, you hated it here its to controlling for you. "rue can you go out of the room a sec for me to change" you say "of course ill be waiting downstairs by the exit if you need me" she reply's with a cheeky grin on her face. you laugh at her grin as she leaves

you put on this outfit since your scars still haven't healed up. you walked downstairs as you are rue starts a competition with you " lets see who can run to their car faster" you laugh at the huge grin she has on her face knowing she has a head start. As you guys run out rue tries to run away from her sisters arms wide for a hug, sadly for rue her sister caught up to quick letting you get to my car first a little chuckle leaves your mouth as you see rue giving her sister the side eye then looking at you. " call me later" rue says you nod in agreement then suddenly you found yourself outside rues house you look at your mother with a confused look but only a tear strolled down her face in that moment. " honey I have to leave and go back to our family your going to have to stay here with rue and her family" your mother finally says before bursting into tears. you felt a lot of emotions at one time after your mother said that.

she was the only family I had left that stayed with me.

rue and her mother finally arrived rue had seemed to have not been told as she looked at you in confusion knowing that you don't live anywhere near here her mother came to the door and greeted you inside your mother still crying as she went. you felt horrible for 2 days after that you slept on the couch and didn't talk to anyone or do anything for those days. then it hit you that you cant just greave over someone leaving you when it was basically their fault hatred suddenly fell through your body and you decided you weren't going to do this anymore and your going to rearrange your life. Everyone is going back to school in 5 days.

3 days before school: (the meeting of ashtray and fez :))

rue pulled you out of bed looking high out of her head when suddenly she said "come with me " in a controlling tone you guessed she's doing drugs again. she put you on the back of her bike as she jumped on the front you arrived at a gas station were we saw a ginger with a blunt In his left hand while counting money with his right you gave rue a we should go look but she ignored you which pissed you off. " hey rue haven't seen you in ages and who's your plus 1 today? " the ginger said you we're pissed of at the thought she was bringing other people and not just you to get what you supposed where drugs. " her names y/n ,now where is ash?" what a great introduction for you then he pointed towards one of the fridges I became confused but kept my mouth shut "so how old are you?" the ginger asked you "I'm 15 why?" you asked politely "no reason" he says smirking as ash comes out of the fridge rue following behind. ash looks me up and down the proceeds to smirk with fez then you realised exactly what was going on then and blushed a little. "y/n please go in the fridge with ash I need to talk to fez privately!" rue says you nod and follow ash inside while you guys were inside the fridge you learned a lot about ashtray he was very sweet to you rue on the other hand you could tell he didn't like her at all which you were really not surprised about. rue rushed you out as she got a text from her mother asking her to get home that instant or she would be grounded you quickly waved bye to fez and ash then got ready for bed and tried to sleep but you couldn't stop thinking about ash that night.

((sorry this is a very long chapter, today was mostly about yours and rues friendship since she introduces you to them :)) 1105 words