You're perfect my love

Life is Sucks

JENNIFER.

It's 2 am in the morning and i seriously can't sleep, i probably don't know why, and the bad thing is i have to go to work, like hell yeah, i will be dead woman walking around office, My father and My mother, They lives on Los Santos, They are moving around.
Last year is Ohio, and now is Los Santos, The reason i don't want to move with them is Soleil and Mark Foster, To be honest i fell in love with Mark Foster since young age, When Mark moves to Los angeles i am truly suprised, But i act like don't care and nothing happen.
Soleil is a friend of mine, She and are  crazy girl, We both are in the same boat, i mean like we are trouble maker, We have the same crush, We have the same taste music, and she is my old classmates, but we working on different office, i remember when we almost get arrest.
Suddenly my phone is ringing, And i pick it up
*Coming of age tune as Phone Ringtone*
'Hello? who is this?'
'It's Mark'
'Mark who?'
'Mark Foster, Your old Neighbourhood'
'What who?' I act like i forgot him.
'Mark Foster, The hottest guy on the earth, Was your old neighbourhood'
'Ha!, No you're not hot, And How are you?'
'I am fine thanks!, No i am hot deal with it'
'No man you're not hot as my chicken nuggets'
'I am hotter than sun, Btw is this Jennifer?'
'Nope, It's Joshua'
'Holy shit!'
'Just kidding'
'You're hell, BTW can you go to coffee shop? Near Mr.Gun's shop?'

'Of coutse, what time. why the hell are you calling me at 2 am'
'Because i am having insomnia, and um what about 8 am?'
'Yeah, Sounds good to me'
'See you there'
I Pressed the end call button, ugh what did i just heard? I tried to move on from him, it was 50% and now it's 0% again, just because a single 4 minutes talk. Oh yeah I really have to sleep now.
*Next morning*
I looked straight at the clock it's 7 am, I stratched my head and i get up as fast as i can, i take a bath and get to dressed, oh yeah i forgot that i am tomboy so yeah.
*Phone rings*
'Hi Jen? Are you ready? Yeah i know it's 7.30 am but i can't wait to see you'
'Hi hottest man on earth, Yeah i am ready and yeah i can't wait to see you now!'
'Haha girl, You're just funny, Okay i will wait here'
'See ya'
Damn i thought he is going to pick up me, but whatever i am going to there by my own Feet, Later then i arrived.
'Sup man?!'
'Since you become the swagger man?
'Since i am fetus'
'Stop mark i don't need any sense'
'Haha just kidding, You act like you just know me!'
'Yeah it's because you moved to Los angeles'
'Why? does it matter with you?'
'No man, i am just with soleil every single day'
'Oh soleil! how is it going?'
'Going what?'
'Your friendship'
'Oh she is doing fine'
'Next time please go with soleil and meet me'
'What are you going to do huh?'
' i missed her'
'Will tell her then'
I ordered Espresso Coffee, and He ordered Mango juice, Yep mango juice, he loves mango so much, i remember when we are like 7 years old, I tried to climb mango tree for him and i fall down to the pond, I don't feel hurt, I don't know why, We both are just laughing in our way to home.

MARK FOSTER.
Uh i at coffee shop right now, Drinking mango juice, Didn't know why they sell mango juice, I am kinda sleepy because i can't sleep last night, Today i was planning to ask Jennifer if she want to Chillin with me, but i am just afraid to say it all.
And i want to work with her, Knowing that she is also songwriter, But she won't tell anyone about it, Her mom gave me copy CD of her song, Her mom says it was for me, But she's afraid to give it, I am secretly a Shy man, but i tried to not be Shy.
I never expected that she fall in love with me, I just don't know, We're Extra best friend, Just like Spongebob and Patrick, I don't want to date with her, i just want to be her brother, But i love her to death, I love her so much and it's kills me, But a love for siblings.

M: "Hey Jen, Would you like to uh, Chill?''

J: ''Chill what?''

M: ''Like drinking on pub?''

J: ''What about watching the rest 'The walking dead'' series all night long?''

M: ''Serioulsy??? I FUCKING LOVE IT!''

J: ''K then Mark i have to go home'

M: ''Well text me when you're home!''

J: ''Well okay!'

JENNIFER.

Sorry to confuse you guys all, but i am living in Ohio, and Mark just come to visit Ohio, and later on will be back to Los angeles, And if you want to know, i don't want to let him go, I want Mark to stay here with me. To feel all the pain on me. 

And i made a sad poem. so here you go: 

               BROKEN SOUL

Yesterday is such an awful day.

Today is such an awful day.

Last week is such an awful week.

Last year is such an awful year.

Why do i complain too much?

It's because of you.

I wish i am dead right now.

I really want to kill my self.

But how?

Dozen Words in my brain.

Words about the risks if i kill my self.

Oh i feel like a dead zombie.

But do you want to know?

There's always a lie in the 'I am fine'

But i won't tell you anyway.

it's such a pain in the ass.

It will get spread like virus.

Oh don't tell anyone.

That i am not okay.

But can you see me?

i am totally.

Fine.

   Yeah that is the poem, i am not a poem maniac, but i love to make nonsense poem. i created so many poems, So very un-countable. But i don't know. But i've decided to give the "Broken soul' to Mark, because i feel like i really want to, Yes i want to give to him tomorrow, i will read it to him, So right now i have to