Best nightmare~Luke punk AU

Chapter-14

*flash forward 2 months*

Calum's Pov~

I laid in bed and thought. 

Rose an Luke.

Rose and Luke. 

Rose and Luke.

They were the biggest deal right now. I can't believe how stupid I am. Why couldn't I see what was going to happen that day when Luke took her from me. That day he officially took her from me.

They have been a couple for 2 whole months. For the past 2 months my heart has ached. I've felt dumb and insecure for 2 months now. I just sit there and watch them kiss all the time. I bet he doesn't even treat her right. I bet he forces her into things. I bet he makes her believe everything is her fault.

If I hadn't let her leave so easily that day, maybe they wouldn't be together.

I miss her so much.

Luke's pov~

2 months. It's been 2 months that I've had real feelings for somebody.

2 months of a kiss actually meaning something.

But I couldn't let her see that. I wanted her to think that she didn't mean that much...even though she did. I wanted her to think of me as a bad boy. Not somebody who has actually fallen for her.

I can't fall for her. It's all in my head I bet. it's probably because she's as attractive as she is.

Or maybe it's her smile.

Or her laugh.

Or her soft hair.

Or her sparkling eyes.

Or maybe it's just because she's her..somebody so different from everybody else but in a perfect way.

I was falling for Rosie. But i just couldn't let anybody-not even her, see it.

Rose's pov~

2 months. 2 months of being in a forced but in a way perfect relationship.

Luke defiantly wasn't romantic, and he had probably never had a serious relationship. But regardless, I was falling for him.

I couldn't show that but I always let my guard down so easy. He was probably just using me to show off to his friends. I knew that. It's just the way his bright blue eyes shine, or the way the cold metal of his lip ring presses in to my lip when we kiss, or his deep voice when he whispers in my ear. I never thought I would say this about any boy ever, but even when he smokes he looks absolutely flawless.

I feel bad though. I haven't really talked to Cal since the day me and Luke went on a walk. It was supposed to be me and Calum. I made a promise to him, but I broke it and I didn't want my feelings for him to go away, but I'm falling for Luke, and if I could change that, oh trust me I would, but I can't.

And then there's Ashton. I've talked to him a few times since we kissed. I mean I had to talk to him. When you almost have a child with somebody, you kinda grow a bond. I tell him everything. He's the only person who knows my feelings about Luke.

I've kind of just avoided Anna...but she hasn't made much of an effort to talk to me. I haven't even seen Michael at school but it's normal for him to only show up for a total of 48 days at the end of a school year.

But back to Luke and I.

I just didn't expect him to be as boyfriendey as he is. Sure he isn't exactly always friendly, but he isn't terrible.

He kisses me. He laughs at some of my jokes and most days he usually eats with me in the courtyard.

But of course he is still Luke and there is still lots of him smoking, him grabbing my butt, him making sarcastic comments all the time, and him flirting with other girls. 

I should really care about that. I should be angry at him. Why don't I care. I should care. But I don't. I wish I hadn't met him. I ish he never moved here. I wish I still had feelings for Calum. I wish Luke had never noticed me. But despite all these wishes, here I was, falling in love with Luke Hemmings.