Prologue

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I felt like it was kind of sad, if I was not going to lie to my self. A bunch of people felt like it was funny, and that he had deserved it, but not me. I felt like I would be the exact same way as he had been, if things had turned out the way that they had for him. I felt like I would need some thing to numb all of the pain that I had been feeling.
But no... My story was a lot different than that, as we were simply only similar in one aspect. That was of course the fact that I had been a receiver, just like him. I might not have been a top 100 ranked prospect in the nation, but I felt like I had potential to play at a high level.
A lot of people just hated him, due to the fact that his parents had a lot of money, but I felt like money did not mean shit to me. I knew why I was here, due to that fact, that I was just talking about. That was of course, the fact that had to do with money, as I felt like I was being a hypocrite on just what it was that I was even thinking right now.
I kind of just stood there, and I then in the end, just did in fact kind of start to look away from the kid. I did not want to look at him too closely, and to have any one notice me. I was a top guy in this place, as a lot of people had some sort of respect for me, all at the exact same time too.
I did not want to lose that kind of respect, just due to the fact that I could not help but feel bad for a kid that I felt like I should not feel bad for. Though, I did any ways, as I did in fact feel like I was in fact being really stupid for it, all at the exact same time too. I just kind of in the end, did in fact start to shake off all of those other thoughts that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, none the less.
I felt like I needed to grow a pair right now, as I felt like I was in fact tired of every one in this place treating the poor guy like shit, all at the exact same time too, never the less. I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to lift my self up from off my chair. My bros that were right beside me lifted their heads up, as it was clear that they were a little bit lost as to just what it was that I was doing right now.
No one said a word to me how ever, as it was that I did in fact leave the table. For all it was that they knew, and all it was that they cared about, I could just be going to the bath room. That felt like a good idea right now, if I was not going to lie to my self either.
I really was starting to think twice about the idea of just what it was that I was about to do. I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once. I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then began to start to go over to the table where it was that Grant was at, all at the exact same time too.
Grant just stood there alone, as there was no one for him to talk to. I could see the poor guy playing with his food, as if he found some sort of enjoyment in that some how. Perhaps it was his only way that he felt like he could pass the time, none the less.
I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as just as it was that I did in fact seem like I was in fact drawing closer to him, all at the exact same time too, that was when he then began to start to turn his head over to me. I was a little bit surprised, as I felt like I had not been too loud with my foot steps, heading over to him.
I just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, the kid did in fact begin to start to squint his eyes over towards me, all at the exact same time too, none the less. As soon as it was that he had in fact seemed to do as such a thing like that, all at once, that was when he then did in fact begin to start to begin to speak to me all of the sudden, all at once.
I was a little bit surprised at first, as I felt like I had not seen what it was that had just happened coming what so ever, all at the exact same time too. How ever, in the end, he then did in fact go right on ahead, and he then did in fact seem to continue to just go on ahead with what it was that he had been trying to do. I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that the guy even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"Can I help you buddy? You here to mock me and talk shit about me as well to my face?" He said, as I saw that he did in fact have an angry look on his face, all at the exact same time too. I was a little bit surprised as to the fact that he had just got so hostile at first, all at the exact same time too. I just kind of let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once.
I was used to standing up, and trying to defend my self, so I was trying my hardest to not get upset back at the guy right now. I knew as to just why it was that he was saying as such a thing like that to me. I knew that every one in the place did in fact treat him like shit, so I felt like I could not get all too upset with him, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
I just kind of stood there, as in the end, I then eventually began to start to shake my head a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too. I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with me right now. I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as innocent as to just what it was that he had in fact said to me, all at the exact same time too. As I did in fact seem to just stand there, and I did in fact seem to stare at him for a little bit longer, I then began to start to shake my head back to him. I suppose that it made sense as to just why it was that he was so hostile, though it was not what it was that I was expecting.
Though he had not been on the drugs for all that long, I knew he was messed up in the head due to them, all at the exact same time too. I kind of felt like it had made a big wound in side of his head, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I wanted to feel bad for him, but I was sure that he did not want that kind of sympathy from me right now, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
I just kind of did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as I just began to start to see him begin to start to look away from me, all at once. It seemed like he was either purposely trying to ignore me. Either that, or his attention span was really short, due to the fact that he had been addicted to some bad drugs, all at the exact same time too.
I knew a lot about that kind of stuff, even if it was that I had in fact not been on them, none the less. I just kind of felt like I needed to stay calm, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact start to get my mind, and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff, all at the exact same time too. I then eventually did in fact begin to start to nod a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I then did in fact start to sit right back beside the guy, all at the exact same time too, as I saw him turn his head over to me, all at once. It was clear that he was in fact quite a bit lost as to just what it was that I was even doing right now and just what it was that was even going on right now.
I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact nod to him. It was clear to the both of us that I was letting him know that I was about to speak to him. I was surprised to see him nod back to me so fast, never the less.
I blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, as I did my best to just try to stay calm, none the less. I then did in fact begin to start to speak to him, all at the exact same time too. I of course did in fact know that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways, at that.
"Hello Grant... I just wanted to come and talk to you... Get to know you better... My name is Johny..."

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