"I promise when I come back... I'll be one hell of a doctor by then."
"And I promise when you come back... I'll put a fucking ring on this finger."
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Sano Shinichiro × Fem Reader
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"(Y/N)..."
I can hear them calling my name but I didn't look back. I take everything off of me, my gloves, my mask, my hairnet, everything, with shaking hands. Every step I took felt heavy and hurried. It's so bright in here, I just want to leave and be alone.
"(Y/N), love, come here." I heard Hiro's gentle voice. I felt him hold me by my forearm, pulling me back to him. I stumble back but the moment I gained my balance again I immediately pulled away from his touch.
"Leave me alone." I said, quite harshly. I took a step to leave but stopped immediately as I felt guilty right away for talking to him like that.
Hiro has been such a sweetheart to me since the first time I met him when we both just started attending med school. Ever since that day he's been by my side and so was I to him. I let out a breath, closing my eyes for a moment before facing him.
"I'm sorry, just-" I apologized, dropping my hands as another sigh left my lips. "I just want to be a-alone now." I immediately turned around after my voice cracked, knowing too well how I might've looked pathetic in front of him and the others.
I immediately walked away, getting myself farther and farther away from that place. The bright white walls was too spacious as I continue walking away. Too spacious but for some reason it makes me have a hard time to breath.
I wanted to weep so bad, but the tears just can't come down. Every step I took felt heavy, I had to put my left hand on the walls to help myself walk towards my destination. The very moment I reached my on-call room, I pushed the door close behind me and just like a switch being turned, the tears finally came.
I coughed out a single sob, immediately raising my left hand to cover my lips and any other sobs from coming out. My right hand grasp on the spot on my shirt just over my heart. It hurts, so bad. I made my way towards my bed and dump my body on the cushion, burying my face on my pillow, wetting it immediately.
All memories of him immediately came rushing in my head. His sweet smile, his warm hugs, his beautiful voice, and all the times I have spent with him. He's still too young, why does it have to be him? Why?
I continued crying onto my pillow, letting my sobs be muted by the now drenched pillow. My heart aches so much. It aches so much for him. I can't breath so well at my current situation, my lungs are practically crushing my heart as I badly gasp for air.
It was like yesterday when I can still recall his sweet smile. But now I can never see them again, nor hear his voice or spend more time with him. Not anymore. He's gone. Just like that, he's gone.
