"Because I've loved you all this time!" She cries. "When I had to go- When I went, I... it finally hit me that I loved you. And I've spent the past two years feeling sorry for myself because I blew it." She sighs and sits on the edge of my bed. "I know what I did was shit. But the last thing I want you to think is I left because I didn't care about you and that I haven't thought about you everyday since. This isn't pressuring or anything. I know you've gotten over me, and that you're with Thatcher now-"
I laugh. Two weeks of constant "she's onto you's" and she hasn't suspected a goddamned thing. She looks shocked at my laughter so I go on "I have been on you since you crossed the fucking town limits and you think I'm not still crazy about you."
She finally meets my eyes. Her head whipping up to look me in the eye.
"What?"
I laugh again humourlessly. "Lauren." And then I take two steps forward until I'm standing in front of her. She looks up at me and before I know it I'm kneeling down on the floor to get at her height. I scoop both of her hands in my own. "I never stopped being in love with you."
She stares down at me like she's waiting for me to take it back.
I get up from sitting on my heels so I can just look up at her. I move my mouth until its inches away from hers. "I'm going to kiss you now."
She's barely nodded before I surge towards her. Both of my hands moving up to cup her cheeks.
And its two years ago all over again. Its what I think of laying in bed unable to sleep. Its everything I thought I would never feel again.
Her hands slide down to my waist to pull me closer. I'm allowing myself to be lifted up and she's moving back on the bed. I stand up and placing one knee on either side of her, climb into her lap.
My hands slide into her hair pulling, and combing as her arms pull me ever closer. I moan as her tongue explores my mouth.
I let my hands slide down to the nape of her neck as her hand finds its way under the hem of my shirt. Her hands are fire on my skin, heating me from the outside in.
I pull away and grab the hem before sliding it over my head. I'm not wearing a bra and I shiver as her eyes take in my naked breasts.
"Your turn," I rasp into her mouth. And help slide the tight top over her head before immediately crashing my lips back onto hers. She leans back and we fall to the bed.
"You're so beautiful," she whispers as her hand comes up to my breast and she grabs my left nipple between her thumb and fore finger. A shot of pleasure rushes to my core and she smirks. I lean into to join our lips again but she slides her lips onto my neck. I wrap my arms around her back as she sucks at the sensitive skin below my ear.
I reach and unclip her bra from behind her back. I slide it off both of her arms and her right hand returns to knead my breast.
She trails kisses down my neck and circles my breast. I gasp as her mouth lands on my nipple, and rock into her as she tugs with her teeth.
"Lauren." I sigh and she continues her trail of kisses down my stomach.
I move to copy her but she turns her head to whisper, "No. Let me."
And I fall to putty in her hands.
Her deft fingers come up to unbutton my jeans and I awkwardly shimmy out of them in my haste.
She immediately runs a finger down my already soaking wet panties.
"I-" I begin to explain and she only grins. In a flash she's whipped off the skirt she was wearing and wrapping her hand around my wrist brings my hand to her core. I can feel that she's just as wet as me.
In one fluid motion she flips us so she's on top, and I don't even try to hide the fact of how how much it turns me on.
She leans against me and her fingers slide down my centre again.
"Just take them off," I beg.
She grins at me and before I know it she's spreading my legs, dipping in and she has the fabric of my panties with her teeth. I swear the sight alone almost brings me to completion.
I let her slide the soaking garment off the end of my leg. Her lips return immediately and she places a series of kisses that climb up my thighs.
"Lauren." I breathe, and she grins up at me as she places a kiss on either side of my labia.
The soft pressure of her tongue sends a wave of pleasure through my body, as it circles slowly towards my clit.
I whine when she pauses her circles to look up at me, "Do you like that?"
"God yes, keep going." I place my hand on the back of her head to direct her back down to my waiting clit.
She quickens her speed and I moan and pull at her hair.
"Fuck. Lauren!" I screech, pure electricity shooting through me.
"I want- Oh god." I breathe, and she pauses quickly to say "What do you want?" before I buck my hips back up to her mouth.
My voice is ragged and comes out as practically a whisper, "I want you to fuck me."
She immediately does as she's told and a finger pushes into my entrance. The sound I make it gutteral as she quickly hooks her finger up and hits my g-spot.
I writhe into her finger just as another finger teases at my entrance. She looks up at me for permission and I've barely nodded before her second finger deftly slides inside of me.
She continues to pump her hand, and with a few flicks of her tongue against my clit I fall apart in her arms. I scream her name as I reach my climax and she quickly moves up to slide into my arms.
"I love you." I say.
"I love you too Andy."
