She thinks she's not pretty, not smart, not even sociable. She thinks she's not deserving to have a smart, good-looking man. She always settle for less and doesn't bother if someone will like her . Because in her mind, no one really dared to make a move because she didn't fit in their standards. If she had become more pretty maybe she'll get more confidence and less insecurities. She lost her most precious smile. She lost the shine in her eyes. She had given all her energy and become drained. She's just really tired but she also want to he loved. To he loved right by someone who will keep her chin up in her most difficult times, emphatize with her and be her crying shoulder. She wants to be cared for like she's the only one in his world. She just wants to be loved right with pure intention and genuine affection but she thinks she can't have that man because she's not pretty, smart, and the girl everyone loves. She is me. She is you. She is everyone.