In RED!!

chapter 13- I am a monster

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Rosey's P.O.V

I followed Jacobi through the hallway and he never stopped until we reached the very end. He pushed the big doors open and a kitchen I have never seen before stands before me. A lady came rushing towards us.

"Master Jacobi "she bowed. She had sparkling Amber hair and light hazel eyes.
"Can I get you anything Master" she asked respectfully.

"Jenny, I don't need anything just here to oder for her." Both of them looked at me.

"She is a pretty one you got there." She said winking at me.

My cheeks flushed red and I buried my nose in Jacobi's hoodie. Jacobi chuckeld, amused by my reaction. The lady, Jenny gasped in shock and Jacobi turned to look at her. She quickly walked away.

Jacobi's P.O.V
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She gasped at my sudden laughter. Jenny was like a second mother to me. I knew her mother ,she used to serve and take care of me when I was just a small. And Jenny is just like her mother serving me and treating me as if I was her own,even if I am older that her by a decade. I watched as she rushed into the kitchen to get my oder ready.

"Mother who is that with Master?" Her daughter, Darsie asked.

"I'm sure it is just company" Jenny replied knowing I was listening.

"But Master never laughes at anyone not even Vampire Taylor, who I find very funny but he laughs and smiles with her. Why is that Mother?" She asked. " oh!" She gasped.
"Could that be Masters Mate, Master has never had a mate before what if–"

"Darsie enough !" Jenny interrupted.
"Whatever Master does it is none of our business now I don't ever want to hear you talk about thus again do you understand?" Darsie only nodded before Jenny came out to give Rosey her oder. She kept a blank face but I knew better than to ignore it. I peered in her thoughts.

I have never seen him like this, could Darsie be correct? Has he found a mate?, she thought.

For one I do not believe in Mate's but that does make sense and some other things a lot more clear.
"We can seat down if you would like" I offered to Rosey.

"Yeah I would like that thank you." She replied. We sat at one if the booths. I kept trailing off to the mates thing. We're they right, could she be my mate? That would explain my need to protect her. And my craving for her. Not just her blood but I crave for all of her. The more I thought about it the more dots started to connect.

"Are you okay?"she asked with a tiny voice,snapping me out of my thoughts.

I cleared my throat ,"Yeah I was just thinking about something" I said lowly.

"I'm sorry, I know I should have kept my mouth shut at the hearing but I couldn't let you just get punished. I.." her voice died down.

"You what?" I asked now interested in what she has to say more than ever. I try to access her thoughts but I can't hear anything . That is weired, she blocked me out? how is that possible?

"I felt bad, I still do. I am sorry " she said softly somehow making my hart clench in pain. I lifted her chin so she would look at me. I bored my eyes into hers, giving her all the emotions I felt. She furrowed her eyes in confusion.

"Don't apologize, you were very brace to stand up for me like that and I am not mad. If anything I should be the one apologising all I have ever done was torture you" My voice died as I thought of all the things I have done to her. A sharp pain spread through my entire body.

She finished her meal and stood up. She came by me.

"Let's go" she said softly. Wow was she really mad at me, I could not blame her though I am monster. I stood up and lead us back to my room in silence. I got in and sat at my side of the bed and put my face in my hands. If this girl was my mate then she wouldn't want to be with a person like me.

"Hey" she knelt before me. I couldn't bring my self to look at her. "You are not a horrible person and you only did what you thought was right, I am not angry and I never was." She spoke softly.

"I am a monster" I stated lowly. I felt her tiny warm hands against my cheek. I looked at her. She smiled softly. She then removed my hands from my lap replacing them with her body, she slid on to my lap and sat so that she straddled me.

"No you are not a monster,you just did what you thought was right. We can't change the past all we can do is move forward. " she said softly taking my hands that were balled into fists by my sides. "Don't feel bad " she begged me.

I just stared at her. "I still need to claim you" I said lowly. She furrowed her eyebrows. "Now?"she asked,worried. I moved my hands up her body under my hoodie that she was wearing and I rubbed her back.

"Yes" I answered." Or do you want to do it someother time ?" I asked her. She nodded, I guess she was not ready for it since it involved fangs.