I wonder what it would be like.
To awake and just be....not. To not be awake. To not be you. You're just...not. I would like it I think. No more thoughts. No more heart breaks. No more disappointed hopes. You and the nothingness and the nots. I want that day to come soon. I will welcome the nothingness with open arms. Hello nothing, I am here at last. Another not to add to your kingdom.
I tried to enter the kingdom last night. But it wouldn't take me...not yet. So I woke up this morning and went about my day, thinking about the nothingness and the nots.
One day I will awake in the kingdom of nothingness, and I will be at peace. Just not today.
