⚠️this story was written when i started getting back into kpop after a year or two😭 you'll see that there are a lot of stuff that is incorrect, if you want to read this you'll have to excuse the odd mistakes here and there pls⚠️
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Ara's POV
Turns out, detention was actually alright without Jay in the room. I was able to draw throughout all of it, even when a teacher came in to check up on me. It was quite fun, but the thing that occurred just less than an hour ago stayed lingering in my head. Does Jay really care about me getting with someone? Why does he? Why is he so overprotective of me, even though we aren't dating? So many questions with no answers..
It's leaving me really confused.
I doubt this boy would ever show an interest in me. I mean, we are talking about the boy that had taken my bottle of cola and shook it so much that it exploded in my face. I don't get it. Jay couldn't possibly like me; it's really unlikely!
I couldn't focus on my English assignment whatsoever, even though we were doing one of my favourite things in the world - annotating poems - as my mind kept coming back to the one and only Jay Park, that handsome man. Why has the universe done this? To watch me fail when i'm getting so close to my dream job? He will be the reason i fail these stupid courses, even though physically he has got nothing to do with this.
My brain made me encounter the memory of Jay's face when I had said that I might give his best friend a shot; he looked shocked, jealous almost, and in some ways, maybe even upset. But why? Jay has hated me most of his life, so why should it matter if I'm dating someone other than him? He couldn't be jealous of me, he has absolutely no reason to be jealous.. Nothing makes sense!
As well as this, he's been heartless for ages, and i don't want my own heart broken by him. I'm not even sure how i would be able to show my love without him freaking out and getting angry - this only proves that we cannot be a pair. But for some reason.. Why does it make my heart ache, that i might never get a chance with that stupidly handsome man, just because of his dumb personality? It doesn't make any sense, i hate that man! He's ruined my life enough!
