I don't know how to start & what to say I'm just new here. I've been writing what I feel only on my notes in my cp to release the pain I feel inside. It's almost 3 months since the offficial breakup but for me it's been 6 months of pain, loneliness & tears. Six months of trying to be ok & I have no choice but to become stronger after crying. My heart is broken. He broke it. "What have I done? I tried my very best to save our relationship but he just threw it soo easily. There's no more reason to stay, to hold on if you're the only one fighting. Am I that easy to let go & forget? I've given my all to him yet he's not satisfied. It really hurts. My heart aches when I remeber what he have done to me. Betrayed. Lied. And it really hurts. I want to forget. I want to move on but it's not easy. All I can do now is to appear that I don't care about him at all but deep inside I'm always thinking about him. I want to forget him. I really do....
