Demons: Duncney

One

Before you begin to read this story, I just wanted to let all of you guys know that if your ever in this position, please seek help

Anyways onto the story 

COURTNEY:

''What are you doing here you little slut''

She knew what she was going into when she accepted him

How he would always wait fifteen minutes before she got home

A bloody and scratched blade at his hand, blond ginger hair popping up like a wild scientist was at his works. He would also wear dark ragged clothes and have the slightest amount of blood pouring down his face

All she wanted was a chance 

To relive time and tell her younger-self to never say ''Yes''

To run away from all the cuts and bleeds

But what she truly wanted was something only few could have

To express her demons

The ones that grew because of him, how he would treat her beauty or just how he would speak to her in that way that would freak every living human

''Courtney... Courtney I'm so sorry. I didn't mean any of it! Please forgive me''

That's what it was always like

Every minute of every day, always feeling like she was in a fight with her mind and heart.

Should I stay?

Or Should I go?

She never knew

Until 19th October

Her Birthday (idk her birthday pls dont attack me)

COURTNEY'S POV:

Life was always boring. Sitting in a cold and dark desolate room next to many others that I couldn't be bothered to talk to as they already knew if I participated in some 'game' I would defeat them in one strike.

That was just who I was. The same competitive girl from when I was sixteen years old

Time sure does fly

I know that majority of you wouldn't care to hear all about how I've managed the last ten years of life, so I'm just going to sum it up. After All-Stars, I married Scott and now work at this meaningless dead end job

But he's abusing me, and has been for over three years

It's just a battle between my head and my heart

And the heart always wins. Every single time.

I was stuck, and everyone knew

As I write to you, I always sit pondering how different my life would have been if Gwen wasn't in the picture. If Duncan had stayed with me throughout the entirety of Total Drama and not cheated on me. If I had changed myself just so that I could have my high school boyfriend. 

All I know is that he probably wouldn't be as abusive as my actual husband is

Right?!

Since I know that no-one would want to listen to a three hour folio of me at work, I just want to give you an actual hint into my life at home. When he's around.

Waiting to ponder with every step I take into my home

Clank Clank

I would open the door, tiptoeing so he wouldn't hear me. It would only work for ten seconds before he emerged from the kitchen with a huge smile on his face. He would gently caress my back, while I would stand still as a statue not feeling any emotion from him.

That was when he would start.

He would grow confused, asking why I didn't respond back or do any of the jobs, when in reality he was the one that was unemployed. His hair would start to stick up, his clothes becoming baggier by the minute and blood dripping from his self-harm marks. He would grab the closest thing to him and throw it at me, whether it be a small thing such as a wrapper or a plant vase that I had just bought.

Today it was the new phone I had just bought for my birthday

Did I mention that it was today?

''Honestly... I always do wonder why I ever married you''

It was a battle again. My head or my heart.

And for the first time in my life, my body chose something different.

It chose my head

''You know what Scott... it's been three years of this shit and you haven't changed a single bit. I always thought... that someday you would change. You would fucking change. And honestly I don't know what my heart was thinking. Cause you Scott.. will never change. Goodbye''

And with that I stormed out, leaving behind everything

The last ten years of my life

The last three years of my abusive life 

And for the first time ever in my life

My demons were out

And there was only one person I knew that would feel the same as I did

Duncan

He knew exactly what it was like, his demons were out all the time

And now were mine. 

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