The last few week I've been really depressed and out of it. just feeling alone and empty. I want love and affection. more then what friends and family can give, I want a gf. my mind is just swirling with emotions and thoughts and the past and the bad memories. and recently i was involved in a TRP (text role play) and i ended falling in love with another character not the person but her character and i felt like a idiot and shameful that I fell in love worth a fictional girl.
