when two worlds collide

chapter 1

I glance at the clock
"16:22 time of death 16:22"
that's the cycle of life .
you're born, live life then die.
I pulled the sheets on the patient's body.
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I put my code in to get through the gates, as i open the door i can smell the delicious smell of food.

"ann i'm home" ann's our house maid.
she comes walking wearing a pink dress with flowers on it as well as an pink apron on top, ann always matches her aprons with what she wears, so cute.

"hi, lilly. how was your shift?" ann asks.
my shift was exhausting, it's always exhausting when you lose a patient, the moment hits you that just an hour ago they were alive and you were talking to them. I can take it, if i couldn't i wouldn't have become a doctor, right? I question if I can take it , seeing people die right in front of me, on the bed right below me.
I don't question my chose of becoming a doctor ever, best decision i've ever made.
do I say 'oh it's exhausting and I can't take it' of course not.

"good good. what is this amazing smell?" I ask as I walk into the kitchen.
"actual food" so funny. ann knows when I have a long shift I live off of hospital snacks.

I haven't come home since yesterday morning.

"i'm so hungry, can you pour me some while I go change?"
"of course dear" she's so sweet. she's basically raised me.

I go up to my room and throw myself onto my bed, I almost fall asleep when I remember i'm more hungry than I am sleep deprived.

I get up and quickly change my scrubs, I usually leave them in the hospital but I need them washed and i was too tired to change.

I walk down and come near the table as I see the amazing arabic food. absolutely love.
"oh my god, thank you thank you" I say as i wrap my arms around ann while she chuckles.

as I sit down I ask "where's dad?" 
"i'm not sure, he left this morning, that's all I know." by all means, working.

I never liked what dad does for a living, but I can't do anything. I grew up in this lifestyle, it didn't just happen. from grandpa to my dad, more like a pass it down thing.

speaking of my dad, I pick my phone and see he's calling
"hi dad"
"hi sweetheart, how are you?"
"I'm okay, how are you?"
"i'm good"
"when are you coming home"
"i don't know sweetie, i think i'm gonna be late." he pauses, then continues "lucien wants to see me, i have to go sweetie, I love you"
"bye, love you"
he hangs up.

I cant stop thinking about what Lucien wants.

Lucien's the mafia leader, the youngest mafia leader i'm sure to come at the age of 26. he's only mafia leader at this age because his dad passed away a couple of months ago. passed. not killed. usually in the mafia if you die, you were killed. he on the other hand died of a heart attack. I was there, i witnessed what happened, i wasn't on his case though so i didnt go near him.

I've never seen lucien, emily has though, from afar and i quote her words

'hottest person on earth' she can't be that serious

'he's so hot'

'i'm sure you'll pass out if you ever see him'

I hear a lot about him when i work in the mafia hospital at night. bits and pieces

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HI! i don't know where i'm going with this but hopefully something good.
supposed to be study rn but oh well