The Rants of A Mentally Numb Teen

I have learned my lesson.

You know, I had always seen this coming. One day one of us would end up getting bored of the other and that we would start drifting apart. One day, you would stop messaging me goodnight messages like you always do. One day, you would start making priorities for other people. One day, you wouldn't reply to my messages as fast as you usually do. One day, you wouldn't bother asking me what's wrong when I'm down. One day, you would start treating me like a stranger. The thing is, I never realized that this day finally arrived. I never knew that this day was this close. Why did it keep me waiting for so long? Was it waiting for me to get attached to you to drown me in my own tears? Was it expecting me to care more about you to an extreme I forget to care about myself? It did, didn't it? But no, I'm here to tell you that as much as I care about you, I won't let you lead me on. As much as I love you, you can't stand a chance of hurting me. Yeah, go on. Forget about me. After all, you weren't the first one who did. "You're too good for him." They tell me... Funny. Because all you make me feel is that I'm not good enough. I want to let you know one thing, you're gonna miss it. You're gonna miss this so damn much that it will start hurting as much as it hurts me now. Not only will you realize that you were too busy looking at the stars while you had the moon, but you will also realize that a blessing that had walked into your life once is now gone. Don't worry, child. Don't worry about me... You can't sadden me nor break me because honey, I'm already sad and broken. You just shattered my heart into more pieces. That's all. You're just another part of making it harder to fix, but it's alright. I forgive you. In conclusion, I don't need you anymore. I won't even bother think of you. I won't bother read our old conversations longing for everything to go back to the way it used to be. No! I won't. I won't be nostalgic.. I'm gonna do what I do with everyone. Move on and not have a care in this world. But all I want to say is thank you. Why? You may ask. I want to thank you for showing me that people are unreliable. They can't make you happy. All they will do is destroy you at some point no matter how much they enlighten your life. Our friendship was a journey and now it's come to an end. Thank you, dear. For I have learned my lesson.
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Hey guys! So this is the first rant of this book and trust me, there's more to come. I hope you can relate to these. If you do, make sure to leave a comment or vote. 😂❤️ It makes me smileee. Also, my name's Ayah and I'm turning 15 soon. I enjoy writing bla bla bla... It's nice meeting you! Haha bye ._.