Thoughts

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My friends are here
But why does it feel so lonely
I should just leave
It might get worst





I shouldn't have let you in
So please leave before
The house burn down 
The party's just a waste of time









I'm sorry for what I've done
I'm sorry for what I've become
I'm sorry for the mess I made
I'm sorry for being a burden








I'm all messed up
This isn't working
I'm tired and sick of these thoughts
But having fun because I deserve this











I can't forgive the person
right in front of the mirror
You're stupid, weak, worthless, selfish,
you don't deserve them











I don't know how to get out of this blue dark waves
it's hard, it's drowning me
I tried but it just keeps pulling me back
Help I need someone to rescue me

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