Too Late To Comeback (Book 2)

Chapter 1: Coming Out!

Another boring ass day, that I had to deal with this shit in this garbage ass place it felt like. It felt like it was a never ending process, and I just wanted to get out of here... Why could they not see that I was fine, and that I was not going to do the drugs again? Why did I have to finish my senior year in this place? This was not where it was that I wanted to graduate from.
I kind of just stood there, and I kind of just stared for a little bit of some time, all at the exact same time too, as in the end, I then did in fact kind of just start to stare for a bit of some time, all at once. I stared at the cell that I was about to have to be in for the night. I then began to start to let out quite a bit of a heavy groan to my self, all at the exact same time as well.
I then began to start to open the door to the room that I always had to sleep in with Thomas, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. I just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact start to just shake my head a bit to my self.
I then did in fact begin to start to walk in to the cell room, all at once, as I could see that one of the guards from across the hall was in fact staring me down right now, none the less. It was almost as if he wanted me to try to escape. It was like he wanted to have some sort of excuse to take me down, due to the fact that he hated me so much.
He would not be the only one, as a bunch of people had tried to look for excused to start fights with me. Just due to the fact that my family was rich, as it was as simple as that. It made no such sort of sense to me what so ever, but I just tried to stay away from as many people as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too.
As I kind of just stood there, and I kind of just stared for just a bit of some time, all at once, that was when I then did in fact sort of begin to start to open the door to the cell. Of course, I went in there as fast as I could, before it was that I gave the guard a reason to come after me. I knew that it was time for every one to head in to their cells, and I was the last one that was still not in theirs just yet.
Now I was how ever, all at the exact same time too, as I wanted to let out a bit of a heavy sigh of relief to my self, as I felt like I was glad to be in the cell with Thomas, rather than with the guard out side. How ever, that was just not the case, as I knew that Thomas was going to treat me like shit. Just like every one else, how ever his reason was a lot different than mine, as he viewed me as some sort of rat.
I didn't do any thing how ever, as I kind of felt like I should feel bad for it, as I knew that I did not have a clue that my parents had a tracker on me. How ever, I was just kind of tired of Thomas being this way to me, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was of course, due to the fact that I had thought that we had been friends.
How ever, the man that had taken me here had in fact told me this entire time that Thomas had simply been using you to help his dad and him get money. It made sense, as I was sure that he sold drugs for a reason. I knew that they were not good for me, and I knew that they had in fact given me fits of rage. It kind of still hurt me that my parents had been tracking me, but it also kind of made sense to me.
I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to calm my self down, and to get those thoughts out of my mind all of the sudden. In the end, I just kind of shook my head, and I began to head over to my bed. I could see from the corner of my eyes, and from the corner of the room, that Thomas was once again watching me, as he always seemed to do.
It was a lot of the reason that I felt like I did not want to make friends in this place if I was not going to lie to my self. I knew that it was not just due to the fact that every one treated me like shit. I felt like Thomas was not going to allow that kind of stuff, if I was not going to lie to my self.
It was what it was honestly, as I felt like I really did not care at this point. My Junior year was about to end, and I felt like I could not wait til next year to get back on track with my grades. I knew that I had of course, lost every single one of my scholarships, but that didn't mean that if I did good this year, that I couldn't still get in to a good sort of college, none the less.
I kind of just stood there, and I just kind of stared for quite a bit of some time, all at once, as in the end, I just began to start to fall down on my bed. That was the plan, as I hoped that my parents would pay for it. How ever, I also felt like I was not all too sure about that either, none the less.
Not only had they been disappointed in me, but they also had been upset with me, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once. As I just shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that I was in fact on my bed of course, that was when I of course did in fact hear the voice of Thomas from the other side of the cell that we were in. I turned my head over to him, all at once, as I opened my eyes as much as it was that I did in fact kind of feel like I really did not want to do as such a thing like that. I just kind of stood there, and I did in fact kind of stare at him for quite a bit of some time with a blank look on my face, as I did in fact do as such as that.
He did not seem to care, nor did he seem to mind at all, what so ever. He just simply continued to do as to just what it was that he was doing before now, which was of course speaking to me, as he was speaking to loud for it to be him self, and it was only just me and him in the room. I did in fact after a little bit of a soft sigh to my self all at once, did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, none the less.
"Looks like you are enjoying your time here as much as I am... I see you aren't finding it hard to make friends like you did at the last school huh?" He said to me, as I saw quite a bit of a smirk on his face as soon as it was that he had said as to just what it was that he had said to me. I felt like it was better than him attacking me on just what it was that he had in fact said this time.
Though, I also kind of felt like I was in fact smart enough to realize that he was in fact making a sly remark about how it was that I had in fact been the star athlete, and how every one had reportedly loved me at the last school. I now realized that it was all just fake love at this point, and it did in fact kind of hurt me. I kind of felt like I wanted to get off my bed and go over to Thomas, as I knew that I could beat the hell out of him even with the injuries that I had if I really wanted to.
How ever, now that I was in fact off of the drugs for a few months, it felt like it was in fact a bit easier to keep my cool, all at the exact same time too. I did ball up my fists a little, but he could not see that luckily enough for me, as it was in fact on the other side of my bed, and he was looking at me right in to my eyes with a big smile on his face, all at the exact same time too.
I just kind of let out another bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact kind of just start to get my mind and my focus off of all of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now. I kind of stood there, and I kind of stared for just a little bit longer, all at once. As I then began to start to turn my head away from him, all at once.
I felt like it might be best for me to just inform him, all at the exact same time too, if I was not going to lie to my self either. I felt like I did not want him to know that what it was that he always seemed to say to me always did in fact get in to my head, none the less. I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare for just a little bit longer, at the ceiling above me, all at once.
How ever, I also knew that it was not really in my nature to accept defeat like that, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact kind of stare for just a little bit longer, as I quickly did in fact begin to start to turn my head back over to Thomas all of the sudden. Based off of the look that I saw that was on his face, it did in fact seem like this was exactly what it was that he had planned and he had in fact hoped for, all at the exact same time too.
I just did not care all too much how ever, as I knew that I was smart, but I also knew that I could not just admit defeat that easily. I just stared at the guy with my eyes squinted for quite a bit of some time, all at the exact same time as well, none the less, all at once. As it was that he did in fact notice that, he just continued to make an even bigger grin than he had on his face just a few moments before now.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to speak to him, all at the exact same time too. I did in fact know, all at the exact same time too, that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to him, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
"You are the one who did this to me after all, so it's just as much as you to blame as of me... I've told you a million times, it's not like I knew that my parents were tracking me..." I said to him, all at the exact same time too. It was as if I hoped that it was in fact going to be good enough for him. This time it seemed like it always was, as I always seemed to say to my self in my head.
Though, it could never seem to be enough to get through his own head, all at the exact same time too. I knew that Thomas was a fairly smart guy him self, so I was not all too sure as to just why it was that he could not see things the way that I saw them. I felt like it was just really starting to annoy me at this point, rather than it be me feeling like I was in fact the one to blame for all of this.
He should not have been dealing out those drugs in the very first place any ways. Weed was illegal if you did not have a license for it, much less those drugs that he was giving to me to numb the pain that I was feeling. I was sure that they did more damage to my body than it did to help me any ways, none the less.
Not just that, but it fucked me up mentally, and as much as I felt like I wanted to blame Thomas for getting me in to that stuff, I also knew that it was just as much my fault. I just felt like it did not matter to me at this point any ways. I let out a bit of a rough and a bit of a heavy sigh to my self this time, as in the end, I just then did in fact begin to start to turn my head away from Thomas, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I was about to close my eyes, to get ready to go to sleep, all at the exact same time too, when I then once again began to start to hear the voice of Thomas, all at the exact same time too, as he then did in fact start to once again begin to speak to me, all at once. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once. I then once again did in fact start to turn my head over to him, just as it was that I had done long before now, even as much as it was that I felt like I did not want to do as such a thing.
I looked at Thomas right in to his eyes, as he just seemed to not be all too bothered by that what so ever. It was simply him wanting to make sure that I had my attention on him right now, which of course I did, as it was kind of hard not to. He was being obnoxiously loud, and it was starting to piss me off once again.
I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm and as cool as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to hear him begin to speak to me, once again. I just stared at him right in to his eyes, just as it was that I had in fact done long before now. I of course did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, none the less.
"Yeah... Well, you are right at least... I should not have let you come to my place... That was stupid of me..." He said to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of just saw him roll his eyes a bit to him self, all at once. It seemed like he was now starting to admit to his mistakes, which felt like was in fact a step in the right direction.
Those were not exactly the mistakes that he should not be admitting to, as it seemed like he still did not see as to just what it was that was so wrong on just what it was that he and his dad had in fact been doing. I really did not care all too much at this point how ever, as I felt like I needed to focus on my self. Thomas had treated me like shit enough for me to want to help him.
I was about to look away from him, all at the exact same time too, until I then began to start to feel like I should say one last thing to him before it was that the both of us did in fact go to sleep for the night, none the less. I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I saw that he had his head turned away from me. Though, I also knew that there was no possible way that he could in fact be asleep just yet.
I was not all too worried about it, as I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to him, all at the exact same time as well, either way that it was. He just stood still, as if he was trying to pretend that he could not hear me. I knew that was not the case how ever, as I did in fact know that he was in fact listening as to just what it was that I even had to say to him, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"You also should not have been selling those types of drugs either... So at some point some one would have snitched on you, and you would have got caught..." I said to him, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I was in fact speaking the truth to him, all at the exact same time too, even if it was that he did not want to really hear as to just what it was that I had even said to him, none the less.
It was clear to me that he did not want to hear it either, as he just stood still, as if he were dead. It was clear to me that he was not going to respond to me what so ever, as to just what it was that I had said to him. I felt like there was no point in me trying to wait on him to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too.
I then did in fact begin to start to turn my head away from him, all at once. I began to start to look at the wall that was in fact in front of me. It felt like the wall was the only thing to clear me thoughts. That was all that it was that it felt like I really wanted to do right now, as I felt like I was in fact drowning my self in them, such as it was that it kind of felt like I always was.
I closed my eyes, as I felt like I was tired enough to at least forget about them for now. Until the morning of course, where I knew I was going to have another long day of the fact that I was going to be stuck in my thoughts, all at the exact same time too. Perhaps things would change when I got to the summer, and school in juvy was in fact over.
I really did not care either way honestly, as I knew that I was going to be fine, so long as no one messed with me, and no one got in to any thoughts. I knew that it was a bad idea to make friends at this place any ways, so I felt like it did not matter all too much to me if I was not going to lie to my self either, never the less.
I breathed in another bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact sort of kind of get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, none the less. It then did not take me all that long for me to fall asleep after that, with just how worn out I was in the very first place any ways.

I woke up, as of course there was some light in the room, as that was how it was that I woke up to every single morning that it was that I was in fact in this miserable place, never the less. I let out quite a bit of a heavy groan, all at the exact same time too, as I then began to start to lift my head up, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once.
The first thing that it was that I did in fact do how ever, was of course the fact that I did in fact start to turn my head over to just where it was that I had in fact known that Thomas had in fact fallen asleep at last night. I expected to see him there, as I knew that he was in fact a deep sleeper him self, all at the exact same time too.
How ever, I began to start to see that it was not the case what so ever, as I saw that it was in fact that he was not in his bed. That meant that I had slept in, and it meant that I more than likely was going to miss breakfast for the morning, all at the exact same time too. I knew that breakfast was also the most important meal of the day for you to eat, so that you could in fact be strong for the rest of the day, all at the exact same time too.
I shook my head, as I kind of cursed my self under my breath, all at the exact same time too. I then began to start to get my self out of my own bed, all at the exact same time too, as just as soon as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, that was when I then began to start to hear loud knocking on the door to the room that I was in right now. Or the cell as I meant to say, as it was not much of a bed room, as it was worse than a hotel.
I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I then began to start to hear the knocking get louder, all at the exact same time too. It kind of annoyed me, as I did my best to try to keep my self calm as I heard a man yelling on the other side of the door, all at once. I of course did in fact feel like I did not have much of any other choice but to go on ahead, and begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
"Come on Grant! Wake the fuck up! You got to get started with your day! You can't miss your classes!" The person said to me, all at once, as it was of course one of the guards, as I doubt that it was going to be any one else that was just going to go and knock on some random person's cell door in the place, all at the exact same time too, none the less, at that.
I grunted quite a bit heavily to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too. In the end, I then did in fact begin to start to get my self up, and I began to start to head over to the door, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
Just as it was that I did in fact seem to draw closer to it all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too. That was when I then did in fact decide to go on ahead and start to speak to the person on the other side, all at the exact same time too. I did not want to hear the loud knocking right in front of my ears what so ever.
I knew that I needed to let the man know that I was in fact coming out, all at the exact same time too. I let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I then did in fact begin to start to speak back to the guard all of the sudden. I knew that of course, that he could in fact hear me from the other side, none the less, as that was how they had built this place, so they could hear all that it was that we said.
"Alright... Calm down, I am coming out!