Playgirl's Addiction

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5 days later, 2 days before finals...

So, it's been 5 days since what happened between Aaron and I. He has completely ghosted me and blocked me on everything. Andre and Christina are mad at me about what happened as well, both of them taking his side and cussing me out. Can't say I blame them because I know I fucked up. I mean they haven't blocked me like Aaron, just muted, but I mean I'm not talking to anyone right now anyway. I've officially left the dance team, giving my position as captain to Roya, I'm still at the hotel, and I have been studying like crazy for these finals. Thankfully, prom is next Friday which means graduation will be less than 2 weeks away after that. I'm trying to graduate earlier than everyone though. I've been talking to the school counselor and he's going to help me graduate early and if it works, I'll be gone before prom. I know that prom is a big deal and all and I may regret not going later on in life but in all honesty, right about now I don't give a fuck. I'm really not in the best mood to go.

I've been looking at places out in Miami to move to as well. I'm just really trying to get out of here right now.

*Ding*

Glancing up from my laptop I looked at my phone to see that I have yet another message from Roya and one from Jay as well. Everyone I talk to or used to talk to knows about what's happened between me and Aaron and trust me a lot of people are pissed at me for it. But I mean hey, that's what I get for being a playgirl right? A lot of my friends understand why I am the way I am but of course there are still some strong lines that shouldn't be crossed, yet, I pretty much crossed all of them. Anyways, I've just been avoiding everyone, and I mean EVERYONE. I don't even respond to Jason or Nick.

*Ring Ring Ring*

Looking back at my phone I see Roya's name flashing across my screen showing that she was calling me.

"What Roya?" I answered annoyed.

"Where the fuck have you been? It's been nearly a week and you won't answer anyone. I haven't even seen you at your club or around the halls at school. Not even to pick up your work."

"Roya, I just want to be left alone."

"I heard about Aaron, are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just leave me alone please. There's a reason why you can't find me and why I'm not answering anyone."

"I-"

"Bye." I said without giving her a chance to say anything and hung up the phone. Once I finished studying a little, I took a warm shower then got in bed.

...

Next day... 1 day before finals.

"Winter!" Turning around I saw Roya running up to me with everyone else now staring at me and whispering.

"Seriously? I told you I want to be left alone."

"I can't do that. You haven't been here for 5 days, you don't answer anyone, and no one has known where you were. I've been worried about you."

"Don't be. I can handle myself."

"I know but still."

I sighed and just turned away walking off. The loud hallways soon became quiet as everyone moved out of my way, staring and whispering. Right in front of me at the end of the hall I saw Aaron, Iris, Christina, and Andre standing there. They haven't noticed me cause they were talking and Aaron and Iris just kept kissing. Rolling my eyes I continued walking on my way to the counselors office to finish this stuff for me to leave early. Once I got a few feet away the four of them went silent and just watched me.

As I walked past them I didn't even bother sparing them a glance, just kept it moving.

"Oh great, the trash is here." I heard Iris say as the others tried to keep from laughing at it or I should say they were failing at hiding the fact that they were laughing at that comment.

It took everything in me not to turn around and slap the shit out of her. She's lucky I have too many things I need to do.

Entering the counselors office I sighed since I was finally away from the attention that I didn't want.

"Morning Winter, how are you?" Mr. Justin asked as I took a seat in front of him.

"I'd be better if I didn't have to come in to do this. Walking that hallway is just not it."

"What?! I thought you liked the attention."

"Yeah, but not when it's this negative. Like I know I fucked up badly with this one but the way everyone's acting right now is just... bad memories."

"I get it. Well good news, I can help you graduate a week early. However, you will still need to attend the graduation Ceremony in order to get your diploma."

"Ok. What do I have to do?"

"Well, tomorrow morning you will need to come in to take all of your finals. You can be in here with me if you would like. After that, just make sure all of your work is in. Since you have all As, the teachers have agreed to not assign you anything else so you can just rest at home until graduation day."

"Ok, thank you so much."

"You're welcome."

"See you tomorrow."

"See you."

With that I left the office with a light smile on my face. I went to my lockers so that I could start cleaning them out that way once I'm gone, I'm gone for good. When I got to where my locker was, that smile on my face, dropped in an instant at what I saw. Aaron was standing right there with Christina and Andre but I didn't see Iris anywhere. I sighed and just walked to my locker; they stood across the hall leaning against the wall staring dead at my locker. Reaching it I opened it and started cleaning it out ignoring the others that were starting to surround me.

"Can I help you three?" I asked, annoyed and just wanting to be left alone.

"Yeah, we need to talk and get something settled." Christina said, looking me up and down in disgust.

"What? That you all hate me for what I did? That you want to cut me off? Or better yet, that you all want me gone?"

I looked at the three of them one by one as I sighed and finished cleaning my locker. Whatever they wanted I truly didn't care. I just want out of this building as soon as possible.

"Wait, where are you going? We won't clean lockers till next week, the day before prom." Aaron spoke as he noticed what it was that I was doing. I said nothing and finished then walked away not wanting to be near them anymore. I heard them call my name, but I just continued and went to clean the locker I used for dance, then I went back to the hotel and went to bed.

...

Next day, Finals...

Finally! I can take these finals and be fucking done! Thank God I submitted the last of my work yesterday. I got out of the bed and got in the shower, changing into an all-black outfit after words while putting my hair into twin braids. I had on a black hoodie, black jeans, and black platforms. Once I finished getting dressed and ready, I grabbed my phone and bag along with my keys and left for school to do my finals.

I made sure to get there early enough to not have to run into anyone and so that I can hurry and do what I need to so that I can just get it over with. I had 4 finals that I had to do, one for math, chemistry, English and biology. It took about maybe 5 to 6 hours to finish, and I was out of the school just as the bell for 6th period rang. Good, now I don't have to come back until graduation, then I'm gone to Mami to live my life.