Love among hate (Attack on Titan Male Reader)

charge of the Arrow

For nearly the next month the scouts worked everyone to the bone getting the long distance scouting plan as second nature while doing the practice rides

During this time you'd once again started being a shallow cold shell of yourself the only time any emotion returned to you was when you'd write letters to Annie

She never replied to any of them you weren't even sure she got them even with the courier promising she received them

Everything had become so dull it didn't help your friends were trying to fix you

Sasha kept stealing food trying to get you to eat it hoping you were just hungry

Christa would take you on long walks trying to get you talk about what was bothering you

While ymir would insult you calling you over dramatic and to get over it

And if that wasn't annoying enough Conny would randomly attack you thinking you just needed some action to get your blood pumping

(Y/n): will all of you just stop!

It was the middle of lunch once again everyone was doing something annoying trying to help you

You slammed your fork down breaking it half

(Y/n): why can't you just leave me alone!

Sasha: (y/n) we're just worried about you

Conny: yeah man your normally a emotional wreck but this is just crazy the way you've been acting

Christa: if you just told us whats wrong

(Y/n): nothings wrong or I don't think anything is I just I don't know!

Standing up you walk away from all the eyes on you, no one said anything as the door shut behind you

(Y/n): DAMMIT!

you smashed your fist into a wall of the barn outside the pain felt good but it did nothing to help this situation

(Y/n): dammit! Dammit!

For the next few minutes you attacked the barn using the techniques Annie had taught you so long ago till your legs were slightly bleeding and the wall was covered in cracks

??: are you done?

Slowly you turned to the voice And found a tiny black haired man

(Y/n): captain levi what are you doing here

Levi: I was checking on my horse till I found you making a mess of the barn

(Y/n): sorry sir I'll clean this up

Levi: good now tell me why were you damaging military property before I put you on barn duty for the next month

You bent down and started picking up pieces of the wall that had fallen off because of your outburst

(Y/n): I'm not really sure sir lately everything has either been dull or extremely annoying

Levi: I see so everything just built up till you exploded and attacked the stable

(Y/n): that sounds right

Levi: so what happened?

(Y/n): what do you mean?

Levi: stuff like this happens when something huge changes what was it

(Y/n): well alot happened around the time this started my friends died I joined the scouts my girlfriend joined the MPs and hasn't responded to any of my letters