Chapter 35

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"What are you talking about PC." I asked, stuck in place looking at him.

They looked deep in my eyes. "You left me before and you're doing it again. You never wanted to be my friend, did you? You never were with me then and you're the same way now." A step closer. "You are a great person but I need you to know something about yourself." They stepped closer, the ash in the air flying low. "You're a bad friend PJ." Three feet away now. "You might be a good partner or even a great one, I wouldn't know that though. I would never know because you always ignored me." The fire still high and settling low, time finally settling in on it, making it cave in.

They were the bad friend, yet they continued. "Don't you see that your actions have consequences." They were wrong. "Consequences that affect other people. Other people like me." I may break rules and not always be the best kid but I try. "Don't you understand."

I was a good friend, I may have to leave to see Fresh but that's just me making sure I'm also happy. It's not selfish, I just care about myself. Like when I went with Fresh to the park in Fall, I went with him and had fun, it's one of my favorite memories with him.

It was my Inks birthday... I may have been a little selfish that day since him and dad were wanting to hangout together as a family but... I was happy and that's what they wanted for me.

I used to just be a little shy is all. I was never a bad friend to them. I guess I never was too chatty with PaperCut though. Even when we were 'close' friends. I never had a best friend.

We were best friends and he always cheated with me, he always listened to me when I was nervous about hanging out with Fresh. They were a good person to me. I was a b

I wanted to cry. Ugly cry. The kind you hold in till your home. The king of ugly cry that won't stop for an hour. It felt like they were being mean to me but it was also all so true. I looked away to the fire and back to them. They were my dear friends and I needed to fix this. I wanted to be with them as well and be as good of a friend as I could be.

I wanted to tell them, but they beat the mark. "I love you and I only want what is best for you. I have always loved you and I've worried about what may happen to you ever since you left me. I have nothing without you. You're all I've ever wanted."

Oh. I guess they were wanting to be much closer

I could understand their feelings on a deep level and I knew how they felt though.

I knew love and it makes you do stupid things, and they were in love with me. I was a bad person and yet they loved me

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