Harry Styles Imagines.

New Girl.

It's been a week since my and Harry's breakup. And he's already moved with a new girl.

I woke up by my phone going off. When I opened my Instagram, I was heartbroken. Again.
There were pictures of Harry and Kendall, with me tagged in them. There were messages from fans asking about what's happening, some were very rude too, saying how he was better off without me and I was using him.

I was used to this because I knew what I was doing when I chose to date Harry.
This hate or rude comments doesn't even concern me one bit.
What concerns me is Harry. I mean there's no point in hiding that Kendall is much more good looking than me, has the perfect body. She's everything a man would want.
The minutes I saw the pictures of them holding hands and kissing, my eyes started to water.

He promised to be there with me. He opened up to me, I opened up to him.
He broke up with me because he didn't want to burden me with his past. I knew he had demons, and I was ready to face them with him. But he didn't want that. Apparently, "I shouldn't be the one that's supposed to pick up after his shit."
I am so angry at him.

Was everything we had a lie?
Did he ever feel anything for me?
Did he ever love me?
I knew he never let anyone in. I knew he had a bad past. I even tried to tell him I'm ready to do everything for him, but he wouldn't believe me.

I've been miserable these 7 days. I haven't been eating properly, haven't cleaned my apartment.
Everything's a mess. Including me.

I am snapped put of thoughts by my phone ringing.
I look at it and find my best friend calling me.
"Hello?" I say into the handle.
"Y/n, do not check your Instagram." She says in a rushed voice.
"Too late." I sigh.
"Shit." I hear her say.
"Yep, shit." I agree.
"You okay?" She asks.
"What do you think Kate? Of course I'm not okay." I say trying keep my voice from breaking as I go to lay down on the bed again.
"I'm gonna call Harry and kick his ass." She says and I know her threats aren't empty.
"No. You aren't doing anything." I say in firm voice.

"Hell I am. Watch me." She says and I panic.
"Please Kate. I'm begging you, please don't do anything. I can't handle anymore of this shit. Please." I say and my voice cracks up. I can feel the tears leaving my eyes as I sniffle.
"Oh God, Y/n. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. Do you want me to come over? I can stay. I don't have anything to do." She insists and I nod even though she can't see me.
"Yes please. That would be nice." I say and hang up the phone because I cannot control my tears anymore.

I let go. Again. I'm crying so much. I'm surprised there are tears left in my eyes.

As I'm bawling my eyes out, my phone rings again.
I see the name and my whole body tenses.
"Hello?" I say into the device.
"Hi, Y/n. How are you?" I hear Niall say to me.
"I'm good. How about you?" I say and clear my throat.
"Don't lie, Y/n. We just saw the Instagram. That's why I called you." He says.

He's always been kind to me during my and Harry's relationship. The three months of our relationship, I had gotten close with the boys too much. They were all very supportive, and like 4 brothers I never had.
I miss them too.

"We?" I ask him hesitantly.
"Yes we. The boys saw it too." He says.
"Okay. How have you been? I miss you guys." I sniffle.
"We miss you too. I tried talking to Harry, but he doesn't talk about you Y/n. Everyone tried talking to him. He's just distracting himself by alcohol and girls." He sighs heavily.

"Yeah, I heard." I say.
"Y/n, I'm sorry this happe-" I cut him off.
"Niall, please. I don't really wanna talk about him. Please understand." I say in a whisper. Tears threatening to fall again.
"Okay, I understand. But just know that he loves you. Very much." He says.
"If he loved me, he wouldn't have left. And I please do not want to talk about this any more. I'm hanging up. Take care. And tell the other boys I said hi and I miss them." I don't give a chance to let him answer because I hang up and bury my face into the pillow and sob my heart out.

I keep crying until I hear hear my doorbell ring, indicating Kate is here. I get up, wipe my face with the arms of my tshirt and go to open the door.
As soon as see Kate standing there I breakdown again as I hug her tightly in the doorway.
She wraps her arms around me and coaxed me, telling everything would be alright.

But I know everything won't be alright, because I never felt like this for anyone else.
He was my everything and he left me.
He left because he was scared.
He was my love. I loved him with my whole heart.
And he broke my heart. Twice.
First being when he broke up with me and second being now.

I would never be able love anyone else the way I loved him.

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Hey guys! This is my new book of Imagines as you can see. This is non smutty.
This book would contain normal one shots. Cute, sad, happy and fun.
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Also, thank you for all the read I've got on my other book.
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All The Love, A xxx