(Wheesun)
Yongsun POV
She works for the Jung family since her college days. Mr. Jung gives him a scholarship to study Law and later absorbed to work as his legal representative. Never in my thoughts, he will entrusted me with his company and their precious daughter. I meet her whenever I am invited to their home or to eat lunch and dinner on a spec occasion. Mr. Jung was fond of me, I'm wondering at first but after the dreaded accident that takes their lives, I've learned that I'm his real daughter. Wheein is adopted daughter, but due to her wife's heart condition, they don't let her know that the baby's born she gave birth to has died. He loves her wife to the extent that he adopts a child just to make her wife happy and have a complete family. I am a product of infidelity. I don't know how to accept the truth. My mother died of cancer and poverty during my youth. She abused herself to work. I was left with my grandparents. I asked the attorney that Mr. Jung entrust his last will to don't spill my true Identity. I don't want to hurt Wheein. She's young and in the grief of losing her parents.
Only Manang Annie and Manong Jun know the truth. When Wheein started to rebel against me. I know she's seeking my attention but I don't know what to do or how to be someone she can rely on. I'm occupied with work pressures and she's adding to the pain in my ass. I'm in love with her since the first time I saw her, she's young and cute. Until up to now. I've tried my best to avoid her and kill this feeling I have but I can't tell my heart to not love her.
I don't want to mislead her that what I felt is valid. I know my gender preference but I don't think she'll understand for now and to my utmost
surprise when I can't hold my tempered with her stubbornness. I punished her with a kiss when our arguments heated up. I know she provoke me and I lost to her. Something I shouldn't fucking done. Only to confirm she felt the same. Part of me felt glad and the other felt scared. I'm scared to tell her the truth and she'll leave me. When the time I will tell her the truth I'll make sure she's mature enough to comprehend anything.
But the way she's behaving now seems like I need to do something. I know she loves art and is gifted with it. Something her parents don't have. I hope that won't give her a hint. I want to see her be responsible when the time comes I have to tell the truth and she has to choose to stay or leave, I'm confident enough that she can strive on her own.
I send her to Seoul, S.Korea. I know she'll be good to be in a place where her raise originated. I visit her every time I have free weekends and work is not hectic but I don't let her see me around. As much as possible I want to let her do what she wants. Without knowing I'm checking on her. I want her to be independent. She's spoiled by her parents that whatever she wants she gets. Something we always argued before.
Currently, I'm at the bar drinking with my best friend MoonByul. She's been my best friend since we were juniors in college. She's now working with me to manage the company.
" Oh, Wheein what you're doing here?!"
She said on our back makes me jolted and look around to realize she was playing around. I nudge her arm.
"Yah!"
"Yong, You really miss her, don't you?
She's the only one capable of making you lost in your trance." She said half kidding cause It's true. Byul has been with me ever since the day I fully accept at myself about what's my feelings for Wheein. I sighed deeply and brings the glass of whiskey into my mouth.
"Byul, what if she had a change of heart? What if I'm waiting for nothing? I don't know if can let her go finally. I suppressed myself for too long to let her grow."
"It's your fault that you send her to Korea. Who's on the right mind to send someone you love overseas and waited for her if her feelings won't change. Where in the first place both of you are not a couple or have something, to begin with."
