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Shagun

As you all know, that Shagun was thrown out of SIAC by Shaan Sabherwal, so here is my imagination for what happened next :

Shagun was in shock and disbelief whatever has happened to her 3 minutes ago, not only that her plan backfired on her but also, she had done critical damage to her condition just by taking the side of that two-faced Alok sabherwal.
How disgusting all Sabherwal men are!!
Be that downmarket thankless Alok or that Egoistic powerless Tez!!!
She knew very well that these guys are not capable for being trusted.
She should be alarmed for whatever happened just some moments ago,
After all that Alok is always a dumb character, he always plays childishly as told to her by Devi.
She should know that "vo saanp 🐍 ko doodh 🥛pila rahi thi, aaj nahi to kal usey palti khakar usey dasna hi tha".
Now, when she tried to remember her actions that she had done, she can clearly state that that was her major fault.
How can she show her true colors to that good for nothing dumbo Priyanka, just by opposing her fellow classmate and goddesses Anokhi?
She was just pushing her luck way too much.

And how could be she so sure of Tez?
She had a grave mis-understanding with herself that that oldie Tez would be in her favor as always?
She was being over-confident that she knew everybody and how would anyone react.
She had forgotten that above all these were Sabherwal's for whom turning uo from their decision is thr very easiest thing in the world,

Be it
that Shaan whom she had almost convinced in Goa that she was the perfect and ideal daughter-in-law for their family and ideal wife for Shaurya, she had triggered him when he was most vulnerable because of his only son's kidnapping, but that whole melodrama and insult of her during that whole scenario got wasted as soon as he got his son and God knows what that manipulative Aastha had said, Shaan approved of their wedding!!

Or that
Shaurya, for whom rules were different for Anokhi, just ridiculous!!
How could that man play with her heart to such extent ?

It's not like she had forced him to marry her, that was their mutual decision and above all he had reciprocated her love, he had claimed that he was in love with her just as she was, what happened then?
How could the feelings become from mutual to one-sided ?

Although she hated whole Sabherwal family but she could at least give a fair chance to Devi, after all despite of not much use of her, she was the badi maa of Shaurya.
Only Shagun knew the true intentions of that evil woman, who never ever loved Shaurya and only claimed him as her property.
Now a days, she also had lost her charm, but at least Shaurya was positive towards her,  his love was not that weak.
She knew him up-to that extent after being in a long relationship with him.
Huh!! How stupid this thing was!
The reality was that she didn't know anybody's true colors.

She thought that although she knew that Devi was just using her as a pawn to remove Anokhi from Shaurya's life, but Shagun was okay with that, at least after that she could claim Shaurya and who knew might be she would be able to handle Devi by herself.

Even if Devi thought that she was controlling Shagun,  Shagun had no problem with that, because something big was cooking in her mind, whom Devi was completely unaware.
After all she had not shown all her cards.
But these all things were possible only if Shaurya married to her, which was seemed almost as impossible to her, and by now, frpm the situation she had, it was just like making 🏰 castles in air 🌫

Oh God! What happened to poor baby Shagun, how much her life has changed by now, if she would be previous Shagun, she couldn't even imagine of these things happening to her.
But, whatever had happened to her, she claimed all responsibility of that and now she had promised herself that she would be the one who would remove herself from that situation, but how?

Till Anokhi was here, it was almost of no use.
She anguished that girl so much. Because she herself was just like her, it seemed like - that pindoo (villager)  girl was a reflection of her, and as much as she thought of that, that much it hurted her.
Same ambitions, same morals, everything was just same to same, even the choice of their life-mate.
She envied her, because she was also too much intelligent in studies, but no-one ever supported her, not even the love of her life Shaurya.

But, she would have to stabilize her mind before she went being mad, otherwise that stupid college students who were eyeing her indirectly would call ambulance for being crazy.
She found that best idea to just go to her house at that time and after that, she would be able to re-think her plans and evaluate her mistakes.
Because right then, even if Devi supported her, Tez and other family members would not be able to bear her presence.
Even that day, that mere Gayatri who was not much different than housing staff taunted her. It could be much worse than that, and it could happen if she went to Sabherwal mansion.
It was the best move to step backwards before they threw her out.
And by watching her current situation, it was not wiser to let Devi over-rule her. Even she would not be much helpful to her.
Also, by seeing that whole scenario by anyone's eye, nobody would believe her or respect her ever if she went to that house.

After thinking all of that, she breathed in and out for a minute to just make self-control and vowed to make her life better, whatever she might have to do for that.
She saw her hands which were trembling due to rage, and found her 📱 phone which was on the verge of collapsing.
She had sub-conciously dialled someone, a lone tear dropped out from her eye, she didn't bother to escape from that. Her forehead was sweating, she wiped that from her tissue paper that was in her other hand which was also crumbled, then she got to her car and drove as fastly she could.