Fighting For Eachother

dance injury

- are you in danger?" She asked

O- oh God. What should I tell her? No? Yes?

"N- no" I smiled and let dry laugh "pf I'm just about to go from this town so I thought I don't need to sign up in any of them beacuse I thought ‘this is last time I hurt my body and I need to stop being clumsy " I said and smiled as I was looking at her and around. With a smile. She can't think I'm suspicious.

She sighed and I looked at her eyes again. She seemed like a mom to some kids. Very caring mom. That I never had. And definitely won't.

I don't need it anymore. I think. Yeah

"This is the last clinic that is left — to you." She finished sentence as she didn't know how to. To be honest I don't even know how to finish it.

But wait.. Last? La-ast one? Wha? No. No, it can't be.

"Yes beacuse I will leave tomorrow-" she sighed and just told me that she will get me to see doctor but if I came into another one she will try her best to find me .

I got to panick but doctor came into her room where I am now.

She looked at me with a questionbele look.

"I didn't know I have patients right now. Isn't it 7pm?" Shit it's already 7?!

I just smiled and shooked my head
"It is. I'm just new here and my body- I fell very bad. I needed help so I came" I said and she nodded and smiled

She called nurse to help her or whatever, and women that questiont me came. Oh fuck.

My smiled definitely faded.

"This is An-" I cut her off

"Can we start? I really need to hurry" I said and doctor nodded

She asked me where am I hurting and I told her that my entire body hurts.

She looked at me weirdly and told me to remove my shirt

I did and they both gasped. This isn't even the worse I get from beating

"Who did that to you?! Oh my- let's help you right now" she said

***

It's definitely been 2 hours from when I came here. + Hour questioning me, nurse

They told me that I'm close to being underweight. I almost started crying, but I leaved that for when I come to house, so they convinced me to give them my all informations.

They told me they would help me but I didn't want any help. They can't be the last clinic in this town. No.

I gived them random address, my full name and my number.

I'm scared. Of the thought of help. I always wanted to be saved and to escape. And I tried. But they always ALWAYS find me. And then it gets worse.

I don't even know why I wanted help. If I was in this situations for years, why would I need help now?

Sure, they do beat me that hard that I'm thinking I don't have only one bone broken. But oh well.

Also, they asked me who did that to me. I only told them it was dance injury. They didn't looked like they believed me, they give me their phone numbers and then they got me free.

I came home , few minutes ago, I saw that is 10pm now. What theee.. My 'parents' will be here in a few minutes

I got inside my room and locked it. I got one small cabinet to door so they can't enter. I somehow know they definitely will beacuse they did before.

Tears escaped my eyes. I tried everything, everything to escape. From them, from their abuse, starving.. I tried everything. I really REALLY did.

I gave up of trying to escape . Beacuse every time ' I do ' they always win. They always find me, beat me, even burn some small parts on me. Yes.

I'm so sick of it. I don't know what else should I do. What can I do. Im so lost at this point.